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Home makeover

Today I go to IKEA furniture store to list down the stuff I need for my home makeover. The place is always crowded with people especially the coming of two festivals - Deepavali and Hari Raya Puasa.

IKEA

Shopping at IKEA is fun. I will get decorating ideas from my room settings in the showroom. Find smaller and economical items in the market place. Sometimes, I can even role-play as the owner in the show room to get the feel how my future my house will be.

Definitely not renaisssance-style home like I am staying at the moment. I will focus more on zen style.

Then after that I go to IMM store at Jurong East to visit Dusco store to shop for other home stuffs. I manage to buy a stuffs worth $8. All items here cost only $2 only. So I bought 4 items.

Then I go for grocery shopping at Giant Supermarket. I need to buy some stuff for yong tau foo dishes. This week , I will be feasting on vegetables and fish ONLY.

Kailing with UOC committee 2001

Virgin trip to National Library

Today I decide to have a visit to National Library at North Bridge Street.

Once I reach there, I am quite lost at first. Then I take a escalator to level 7 and realise that this level is meant for reference use. I feel so silly.

I go to basement 2 floor for the lending section. The place is quite big and fill with quite numbers of people.

Then I go to california gym for bodycombat session conducted by Darren. Today, a beautiful yet androgynous looking female instructor from Hong Kong comes to attend the class too. She is definitely stands out among the female crowd because she is tall and oozes charisma from her smile and her combat posture.

There is no wonder that she is the face( model) for the California Fitness in Hong Kong.

Talk about beautiful female, Christina wins to be a wellness ambassador in Villa Wellness reality show in Siangapore. I am rooting for Lee Huey to be one as she does a remarkable changes in both aspect - physical and mental. However, she lacks a social skill which makes her lose out to Christina with bubbly personality.

In Question ans Answer session, one needs to answer with confidence and postive message. I guess that is the reason why Lee Huey is lost. The sponsor would love to have Chirstina as spokeperson for her almost signature smile and looks.

One can change their body size but not the looks. So unfair.

For sure, Lee Huey is epitome of ugly duckling turns into a beautiful swan.

Culture trip

Another narcisstic of me

Today I am forced to follow my mum and sis to Bugis Street and Arab street. While they are shopping, I am enjoying using my four instinct around the area. I use sight to see the colourful textiles and carpets, use sense of touch to feel the textures of the textiles and beads, use the sense of hearing to listen to the various music being aired in different shops, use the sense of smell to smell the nice aroma of the delicacies being displayed along the road.

I sit on my sis new car

Korean Drama

Stairway to Heaven

I have a new addiction - korean soap operas.

And I am ashamed of myself, frankly. I used to hate to watch such tear-jerking dramas. It's mainly about love and people crying, I'm not too interested. I prefer to western dramas especially comedies.

I watch one episode of "Stairway to Heaven", a korean drama and I am hooked.I start to like the characters and the plots, and then I watch another episode, and another episode, and another, and before I know it, I am addicted to it. And it is much better than snorting an opium.

Safer too.

These dramas transport me to somewhere familiar, where I can relate to my own experience in certain ways except that they have a beautiful background music being played and in very magnificient setting. I get wrapped up and be involved in the lives of character that I forget about my own problems.

That is what soap opera functions - manipulating our emotions, working out the plots based on our experience, we start to see the whole big picture, like a jigsaw puzzle. Even it doesn't, everything will still work according to the same dramatic laws of predestination. Those few quibbles make me keep coming back.

Unpredictable yet so ...... predictable.

Maybe the reason why people get so addicted to watching these (besides the beautiful people), is that there is so much injustice and romance that goes on in just one episode. I admit that my eyes go red while watching. I realise that the male character is the EVERY woman's ideal life partner - strong, powerful, rich , good looking yet still gentle, higly romantic and respect their mother. Only in asian soap operas, we can watch the male character cries in almost every episode. It is different from the western ones.

Ladies, start to have a reality check. Those males species are extinct or perhaps not even exist. Those male characters are meant for those women who deprive such loving treatment from opposite sex.

Nevertheless,I am new convert but one korean drama is enough for me. Such addiction can waste of time , just like playing my Xbox.

Nothing much

Today I go to California gym to attend Bodypump by Cheslyn at 4.10pm. After shower, I look at myself in the mirror in the changing room, I look so haggard and terrible. Worse still, my face is filled with pimples and black pigment. Those strong lights make those spots and bumps visible.

I quickly blow-dry my hair and get out of the gym fast. I am so dehydrated and dry.

But, abstinence from water during this period is not bad at all and in fact, it causes concentration of all fluids within the body, producing slight dehydration. The body has its own water conservation mechanism; in fact, it has been shown that slight dehydration and water conservation, at least in plant life, improve their longevity.

Do they purposely park side by side beacuse of their colour

Peace of Mind

Most of the images in the news channels have never been very nice and beautiful. World is changing, not for better but worse. Reality is, the world is just like a human, getting old as time goes by.

I need to attain a peace of mind, especially in today's world in the rat race of commercialism and cut-throat competition, as the decaying of the Earth and the threat of pandemic of bird-flu. So what we are enjoying the good health care and basic economic security in Singapore? Are we prepare for the worst situation?

Can we stay cool and be at peace when we face any forms of disasters?

1) Change ourselves to suit the environment.However unfriendly the environment, we must know to create a harmonious relationship with it.

2) Endure what cannot be changed. Just turn the disadvantages into advantages. Every day we face numerous inconveniences, ailments, irritations and accidents that are beyond our control. We must learn to put up with these things. We must learn to endure them cheerfully thinking, "God will it so, so be it". God's logic is beyond our comprehension. Believe it and you will gain in patience, in inner strength, in will power.

3) Meditate regularly and remember God. Meditation makes the mind thoughtless. This is the highest state of peace of mind.Surpisingly, this will increase our efficiency and we will turn out more work in less time.

4) Do not bite more than we can chew.We often tend to take more responsibilities than we are capable to carry out. This is done to satisfy our ego. Understand our limitations.Why create extra worries unnecessarily.

Today, I attain certain kind of happiness, returned by God - My health.

New Life

I try not to go out to go chilling out or clubbing or even wasting time outside just to hang out tonight. I have numerous calls and sms which I do not return calls. I have different objective this month.

perhaps I do not want to create own problems by interfering too often in others' affairs unless ASKED. I am a good listener as well as good advisor.

I read a lot.

Few of my friends do so because somehow they try to convinced themselves that their way is the best way,their logic is the perfect logic, and those who do not conform to their thinking must be criticized and steered to the right direction, their direction. Slowly, they use these powerful information to spread to the next person, showing the other's people's weakness or bad behaviour.

Sadly, this kind of attitude on their part denies the existence of individuality and consequently the existence of God, for God has created each one of us in a unique way.There is God to look after everything. Why are they bothered? Mind their own business and they will have their peace if they stop interfering.

Being a capricorn, I often nurture ill feeling inside my heart for the people who insult or abuse me.However, I already cultivate art of forgiving and forgetting. Believe in the justice of God and the doctrine of Karma. Let Him judge the act of the one who insulted me. Life is too short to waste in such trifles. Forget, forgive, and march on.

I have someone who delete my contact in his MSN for the small mistakes I did but I realise that this is not kind of friend I want to keep for he is blinded by his own egoism more, instead of recalling the countless of selfless helps I did for him. I am not asking for recognisation or raking up the past. If I did, I am not being a sincere person. Anyway, he cannot accuse me of ingrate because I do not ask him repay my kindness, unlike his other friends.

It does not pay to be kind so I delete his contact in my MSN also, Talk about being forgiving him and FORGET.

I also forgive those who are being bitches and bastard behind my back. Don't be afraid to approach me and say hi.

Do not crave for recognition

This world is full of selfish people. They seldom praise anybody without selfish motive. They may praise you today because you are rich and have power but no sooner you are powerless, they will forget your achievement and start criticizing you.

Such things happen in Asia, even in Singapore. No one individual is picture perfect.

Why do we crave for such false recognition and lose our peace of mind if the world does not praise us?

Believe in yourself. People's praises do not last long and are not worth it. Do our duties ethically and sincerely and leave the rest to God.

Meet Elaine

I have been sleeping till 2pm. I hate this kind of luxuries. I am such a sloth

Laziness must be condemned because other people work hard for their living.

Anyway, I am being awaken by my mum to follow her to the Jurong Point to meet this lady who is in charge of my parents financial investment. At 2.30pm, we meet this lady, named Elaine at POSB bank. She explaines us the good prospect of the new investment program.

For nuts, I am not sure the procedure and I need her to explain to me many times for me to explain to my mum so that she can confirm the decision to change.

Elaine and I have a hearty conversation with each other - about career prospects. She is such a sweet babe.

After that, my mum needs to shop for the shoes because one of the pair string snapped on the way to Jurong Point.

At Bata shop, my mum and I browse for the shoes. She manages to get the shoe she likes and call the sale assistant for help. Then I show my mum, better patterned shoes and suddenly she loves the one I chose. However, she afraid that the sale assistant will get angry for being so dificult customer.

I roll eyes one big time.

I take the sample and tell the sale assistant that we need a change of shoe with the same size of the previous one. She agrees. No pun intended but the sales assistants are doing nothing at all but just standing there on the retail floor. They are more thrilled to handle the customers than doing nothing at all. I had that experience as sale assistant before

I love attending to customers.

Secondly, shopping with woman is really a waste of time. They really take awhile to buy the product. In case of my mum, she tries the shoes on and wears them for awhile. I will kill myself if she parades around the shop with the shoes.

For comfort of her legs.

Then after that, we go to Liberty Supermarket for grocery shopping.

We go home after that. I get three calls from Elaine today.

Look forward to New Day

I attend yoga therapy at California gym at 9.20am. I need to have a peace of mind. The class is quite lull and slow. Mazie focuses on proper breathing and mind relaxation. I feel light during the class because I master the real proper techniques of breathing.

As usual, most of the people are women. I am amazed by this old woman's flexibility.

Then I do some running before heading home. Then I take a nap.

I think I know the reason why I fell sick this few days.Hopefully, it is not dengue.

I fear death. Time to embrace faith better now.

Short entry

This week, I will be writing short entries.

BECAUSE I AM NOT FEELING WELL.

Spend My time with parents

I have to wake up early just to understand how to drive my sister's new car. My mum pull me out of the bedroom and go down to meet her. Thank goodness there is no soul early morning.

To have a medusa-like hairstyle and half-dead look, is a major no-no to be seen in public.

I have problems parking the car, especially the car is not belong to me. She gives us the chance to use it because she is going to Johor later with her hubby and his mother , using other car. My mum is so happy to take advantage of the convenience today.

I go back to sleep, but to be disturbed at 10.30am by my mum. I am just recovering from my sickness and today is the only day I can go out and embrace the sun.

I have a difficulty to drive the new car because it have been many months that I had not been driving. There is fear that I may make a mistake on the road.

We skip the visit to the grave today but proceed straight to the IKEA store at Alexandra Road. As usual, my mum always advice to drive slowly at expressway. I just love the adrenaline rush cutting people's lane. I have never been so happy since last three days.

I love the thrill.

Once we reach the place, there is the long queue of cars entering the carpark at IKEA. I manage to get a good spot and start shopping. There is quite a lot of people at IKEA. I spot this babe with her mother shopping. The good thing is that she did glance at me too.

I tell my mum that that girl is very pretty. My mum and I have a same taste in woman's appearance. My mum says that she is very fair too. She always associated fairness with beauty. She prefers me to be fair.

We spend $154 on glasswares, artificial plants and other stuffs. I like to go IKEA to shop so that I can get the idea what my ideal pad will be. It will be definitely having a zen touch.

Then we go and buy some food for my grandparents. Then we go and visit them. I am just too tired to engage the conversation with my grandpa. He asks me whether I find job or not or prepare to meet God.

Very demoralising.

Then at 4pm, we go back home since my sister is going back home to collect her car after her Johor trip. I continue my sleep.

My mum chides my sister for not going back her home, or rather going back home late whereas her mother-in-law is at her home. When my sister is in the mood, the whole world seems to very catasphoric , like the South Asia Earthquake.

So typical behaviour of female graduate.

I hate weekend because there is no good show on TV.

Disappointment

I am recovering now today. I just let the body heals itself - no drugs, no pills, no doctor. I have ability to get well , under God's permission.

Maybe I am sick, that causes me to feel moody and think that I am going to die tommorow. It does not help much when I click my remote on every channels, showing the exclusive pieces of news on the South Asia Earthquake that hitted Pakistan, Aghanistan and India. I feel sad for them.

Life is so fragile.

Envy necessary?

I am still down with sickness. I hope it is not dengue actually because Joycelyn got mosquito bites at Timbre bar but then she is perfectly alright. I am just being paranoid.

Getting sick is a total waste of time.

I will elaborate why I feel little depressed yesterday. To be frank, I feel envious of my friends own sucess and I am proud of myself to be frank in my blog. It takes guts to write my true feeling down.

I am feeling happy for my friends for being able to achieve their certain minor/major goals in their life. The good thing is I don't get that burning sensation in my gut for their success. That shows that I discovered that I am genuinely happy for them.

None of us react exactly the same way to anything. The events yesterday do trigger burning envy in me. At its core, envy comes from a sense of dissatisfaction.

I am envious of them, earning bucks, while I, am frantically finding job.
I am envious of them, going for holidays almost every month, while I, am still stay at home all the time.
I am envious of them, having someone to love with , while I, am still seeking for companionship.
I am envious of them, having and keeping old and good friends, while I, am losing them.
I am envious of them, having world materials they need, while I, am possesing only two wardobes of clothes.
I am envious of them, knowing so many people, while I, am nobody.
These lead me to think nonsense, hence to depression

People may think that I do not work hard ENOUGH to get what I want and I am not that proactive in trying to achieve my goal. I did my very best, just that I have lesser luck than them.

It takes me a day or two to overcome that first wave of envy, but once it passess.Envy is simply an emotion. We've all got them. The trick is to recognize envy for what it is, to understand where it comes from, and to find a way to cope with it that works for me. I hope it motivates me to find a niche for whom I am and why I am needed here on Earth.

Or perhaps a better solution would be to avoid those things that trigger envy to begin with. I should go into one month spiritual seclusion, seeking God's help for a better person with a better life.

Ultimately, envy is nothing but an emotion, and emotions are neither good nor bad.For today, I learn how to cope with that feeling, and find a way to use it if I can to my advantage.

Life is temporary.

Down with sickness

Today I feel damn weak and sickly.

I think my body go out of control when I was taking in a lot of food at one go yesterday. My body system has not adjusted to new system.

Worse still, I undergo a temporary depression which worsen my ability to heal fast. I don't have any optimism at all.

I just spend my time sleeping whole day.

Dinner with UOC guys

Today is a big event for me. I must look at best today by wearing the tee shirt I bought previously and set my hair straight/flat for later. Then I go there at 4.30pm.

I receive a sms from Lily that she recommened a job opening for me and I need to send my particular as soon as possible but I am outside at the moment hence I sms her that I will look throug tonight.

Brandon calls that he cannot make it later as he needs to clear his project tonight.

I reach early at Orchard Road so I walk around the Cold Storage supermart for while to kill time. Hui Hui calls me that she is at the Rice Table Restaurant too. I go and meet her and we have a seat inside while waiting for them to arrive.

Bee Lan arrives next, followed by the Jhong Ren, Juliana and HungYong. Kudos to Bee Lan for being sporting enough to come to meet us , straight after her Bali trip. I guess she has a lot of things to say during her bali trip.

Then Joycelyn comes after. Huiting is super late today as she needs to clear some works first.

As usual, while enjoying the food, we do a lot of catching up especially the people in Zuwa group. Laughter and Memories fill up the restaurant. At 8pm, Huiting comes. while she is having her dinner, the rest just continue our own conversation with one another.

People attend the dinner, minus Hui Ting

Group Picture, Hungyong, better send me te better one

We already feel full and actually bloated after the buffet. We have a third round of buffet tonight. I am not a fan of buffet meal because I am a small eater actually, recently. I only eat small portion at one time but can eat for more tan 6 times per day. Buffet can slower down the metabolism. It means getting fat easily.

Then Juliana and Jhong ren leave early, left the actual group of Zuwa. Hung Yong is suggesting to go to Timbreto go which he and the rest of the girls have no idea where except me. This create a greater responsibility from me and expectation from them. I just hate it. Some of the girls suggest to chill out nearby instead but Hung Yong makes a promise to Kailing to visit her.

Thus, I have to exercise my ability as Esjay to persuade the girls to try out new place and have fun for the sake of good old times. I can understand that Hui ting just back from city hall and then have to go back to city hall area again.

For old times sake.

The Zuwa babes - Huiting, Bee lan, Joycelyn and Hui Hui

We take a bus 16 and stop at SMU and walk down to Substation. A short distance walk can improve our disgestion system.

The image pictures the friendship, I love it

I am not sure about the area actually. So we enter the substation but there is no sign of Timbre pub, hence to avoid the nagging from the girls, I quickly rush out and search for the place as fast as I can. I know the former Mad Frog cafe was behind Substation. I cut through the muddy area and hear the live band and voila!

Timbre Bistro music bar

Then I go and fetch them to the place. Then we reach and get the place to settle down. Then, Kailing comes to our table. I introduce her to the zuwa babes.

Kailing and us

We order the drinks. There is certain dispute between Hui ting and Bee lan regarding the drink.Heineken or Tiger? I am not sure what they manage to select because I just have cranberries juice. At least they can get the discount of 10% for the drinks, with respect to Kailing's influencial position today.

Heinenken Rules

We decide to have a BBQ party with the zuwan and the senior in the coming Chinese New year and I am the organizer AGAIN.I am the organizer for the New Year celebration .

Me and my close zuwan friends, I cannot live without their presence

And their wacky personality

Zuwa babes and Zuwa Studs (??)

Then we shift to the middle area upon request of the birthday girl. At least we can enjoy the live band much better. Then Jimmy comes down to celebration of Kailing's birthday. Kailing's friends fill up the whole tables and we just wait for the countdown.

Looks here, the babe, Eileen aka Kailing's best friend is here

Whoever sits beisde me will get a lot of picture-sque here

I feel quite bad for the girls, especially Hui Hui , who need to wake up early to work for the next day. I try to promise them that we will leave after the cake-cutting ceremony because it is not ethical to leave without attending te proper ceremony. Each of us is given a slice of cakes to eat but end up I am the one who eat their portion , four of them excluding me.

After phototaking session, then we leave the place but Hung yong wants me to stay for awhile and then can share cab together. However, my mood change suddenly but then I have the right to stay for while since I am free tommorow and the pub close at 1am. I stay a while and enjoy the jamming session by EIC.

I have no one to chat with also since Jimmy, disappears to make an important call. He is always busy guy. And Hung Yong is chatting with Kailing's friends. I cannot join in because I am not being introduced also.

I am shy guy.

Too bad, the song we request ( The reason by Hoobastank) is not being played by EIC. Then I start to feel a little moody. After saying goodbye to Kailing, we walk across the pavement. But then, Kailing's friend will join us to go home. We have to send him to NUS, then Hungyong and then mine.

I stay quiet while both of them have a conversation throughout the journey untill he is not sure the location of his hostel since he is only heer for one week. NUS surrounding reminds me of the good times I spent with good friends when I ahve a vehicle and did a study group session in NUS. This triggers the depression mood.

Then, hungyong wants the taxi to stop at the Buona vista MRT station and then proceed from there to my house. I furiously against the idea but he already hop out of the taxi. The distance from station to his house is quite long and morever he drank tonight . He always likes to do this kind of emotional murder to me, making me feeling remorseful. Worse still, he gives me $20.

Hung Yong, I owe you $10 for the drink and cab fee.

After that, I have to endure of being plastic because the taxi driver keeps talking to me all the way to my home. I find him quite pitiful also because he is just being retrenched and he has two children, the elder is a polytechnic student. He has hard life actually especially two nights ago. There is no sight of passengers because it was raining for two nights

Hence i give him the cab fare without any changes.

A bout of depression behind the smile

Hung yong, Joycelyn and Brandon message are enough to give me hope and smile despite being moody.

I hate to attend birthday celebration. I will start to think nonsense and get into the turmoil of depression. I don't have the luxury of having a good birthday celebration with a lof of good friends surrounding me until now.

No one sings birthday song and claps when I blow the candles. So depressing.

Time to read aspirational book tommorow.

Kailing Bday

I wake up late again, somehow I dont have any discipline to go gym early and then go for a tan.

I go to meet Kailing and Hung Yong at Holland Village just to do some catching up session. We meet outside Burger King restaurant at 2pm but Kailing reaches earlier.

Once, Hungyong arrives, we proceeds to the Windchime foodcourt for a lunch. Kailing has her lunch while we had ours at home. Frankly I need to save money because I afraid I may spend a lot later and tommorow too.

Jimmy is coming too.

After he has his late lunch, we head to Essential Brew Cafe to chill out awhile. Jimmy needs to re-park his car to oter location as he parks his car illegally.

Different faces of Kailing

We had so much to catch up with each other especially Jimmy and Hung Yong. We even trying to update the long lost common friends from Union Camp to now. We plan to have a UOC big gathering , perhaps tommorow but I am so lazy to call everyone actually because I know the turn out will not be exciting.

Last minute.

It is true that we did some cold calling and most of them are not free tommorow night. Hence, I don't activate most UOC people today.

I ordered warm ginger tea to keep cool.

While they are chatting, I excuse myself to the toilet but actually go to the counter to order a brownies with a request of candle for our birthday girl. I tell the staff to bring the brownies after jimmy's drink is being brought over.

Then I signal the girl to give Kailing a surprise cake now. Then time to take picture but no singing from us guys. It is very embarassing for us. Kailing makes a wish before blowing.

Hungyong, Jimmy and Kailing and I

The brownies here is nice and warm.Then we order calamari and talk about Kailing's celebration at her friend's friend's pub named Timbre. Hung Yong suggests to meet her after the dinner tommorow for chill out session.

Kailing and her buddies

Hung Yong needs to leave at 6pm while I ahve to attend the class later too. I hope Kailing enjoys her birthday with her buddies except Cheng Li is not around. Hence I am a substitute for him. Laughs.

This year I do not buy anything material for her because I am shortage of cash. But I hope the gesture will be a pleasant surpise for her.

Fantasy Island at Toy R Us

Once Upon a time, there lives a flower elf who loves peace

Here comes an evil pink warrior, who comes to destroy flower land

With his ever-growing green sabre, he destroys most of the flowers owed by the elf

The Flower Elf turns into an angry warrior and use his yellow sabre to destroy th evil warrior, and he prepares with a lot of ammunitions

To make himself an invincible warrior, he kills himself with a magical axe

And he turns into a pink devil

The flower warrior wants to win the war against the evil creature, he changes back to a flower wizard

He shrinks the devil's stick and make it a useless weapon

He manages to steal the flower wizard's magical hat and re-decorate it

He demotes the flower elf into his slave and banishes him into Sports Dungeon

The pink warrior starts to abuse the magic of the hat and decides to changed hairstyle, end up becoming a permanent Jimmy neutron

Today, since the weather is not that good for a trip to Sentosa, we decide to go town for window-shopping. I am wanting to buy a bicycle at Carrefour. We meet at 2.30pm at lakeside MRT station. Suddenly it starts to get sunny once we get out of the house.

Then we just stick to the latter plan. We do window-shopping at Carrefour Store for a while. So many bargain and people. The bike is even cost only $69.90 ( actual price is $128). It's such a good catch but I do not buy it because I still have no money yet.

Then we hop around the sports stores before having a late lunch at foodcourt.

The vegetables taste like a bleach. Yucks

My fringes are growing

Then we buy the drinks at KFC restaurant because the drinks at foodcourt are exepensive.

Then we go to fourth storey to get the tikam balls ( which contains the mini figurines or soever )

David seems to have a strong emotion, trying to get the figurines he wants

But I enjoy taking the free balloons from the store

I manage to do one tikam because I want to get the tarepanda phonetag.

After that, we spend most of time at Toy R Us Store having childish fun. The problem is everytime we want to take picture at the certain spots, people just come and gather around and that pissed us off.

At least I know what to get for the Halloween celebration soon.

Be a sexual male Bunny, similar to Regina George in Mean Girls

After that, I go and meet my parents at IMM at 6.30pm. We do some grocery shopping at Giant Mart. Before that we have a meal at BaGus Restaurant ( quite similar to Marche concept , owned by BanQuet ). My father wants Laksa while my mum wants to have a chinese rojak and pohpiah. I feels quite full to have another meal. Plus, my mum comments that I grows big.

ShucKs!

After that we go back home by taxi.

Joy with Joycelyn

Today I spend alone at gym because Lily is having a Girls' day out with her girlfriends. So I attend the Bodycombat by Christina at 4.40pm. She is using the old bodycombat today which makes me a little confused with the movement.

Apparently, there is this one guy who stands in front of me who do a lot of extra action during the session.Obviously, he is trying to be another jackie chan because he really looks possessed that time.

Plus, he takes a big space leaving the people behind him such as me and the babes beside me to re-adjust to the cramp space we have. I really feels like kicking him forward but hey, I ain't mean person.

I am nice guy.

But I really want to kick him hard. I hate to see such dramas in gym. Thanks goodness it is not hip hop class.

Then I attend James S's ABT class. I receive an unknown missed call in the midst of Squat. I just return the call and realise that the call is from Joycelyn and she is with Rachel at Coffee Club outside California gym. I rush down and meet them, leaving the class halfway.

Rachel has new hairstyle.So do Joycelyn. Within a short time, We do a lot of catching up.

I must be very talkative. I am being introduced to Joy's Sister, a very sweet girl. But I need to continue my class or else James will bitch me later. Morever I smell very horrible.

After the class, I quickly take a shower and meet them again. We chill out for about 30 minutes since everyone have something on later.

Rachel, Joy's sister and I

Joy And I

I supposed to meet a friend at Bugis later. I do not bring extra underwear today so I just slip into my bermuda without any briefs. I feel a little naked and on the loose today. I just have a dinner at King Albert's Park McDonalds Restaurant and then go back home since my friend still has not called me.

I receive a message from Bee Lan that she hears the news about Bali being bombed again through her friend and I thinks that she is just joking. I just go back home by bus. I receive a call from my friend but then I am already on the way home.

I feel like clubbing tonight but then I wear like ah pek ( old man ) tonight.

I surf the yahoo and even watch CNA and realise that it is true that there are several bombings happened at Bali and Bee Lan is going tommorow.

While I am happily chatting with Joy online, Bee Lan goes onlines. She still wants to go to Bali despite the recent aftermath . I do try to advise her not to go there because it is still dangerous. There is no refund of $500 for the Bali Trip hence she still has interest to go.

As a friend, all I can do but just pray for her safety and return back to Singapore on Wednesday in one pieces.

Joycelyn and I have giving her advices and travel tips as if Bee Lan is going for a war.

Laughs

Bee careFul.