Tiredness

I am not sure why my health was failing me. I had feeling lethargic and tiredness. I was quite worried that I might contracted deadly diseases - I was hypondriac, period.

My mentor was on medical leave and taking over the lesson at last minute did not help me much. It became a burden to me to have such career. In short, I was in really bad mood.

Today, one motherfucker student just stormed the class without respect. My other mentor told the student to come and greet us. He rebelled and shouted, every morning must greet meh....blah bla blah... If I was to stoop same level as him, i definitellt gave him a good punch in his fucking face. I had enough of his nonsense already. I showed him so much respect and being friend to him, yet there is no mutual respect. I thought I would just let go and play by the book.

Patience is over-used word in such working industry.

Then in lwoer seconday school, I wanted to try group learning so that they could do peer-to-peer learning. When I walked around and saw more disappointment thata there was not engaged learning at all. They chit-chat and showed me work not to my expectation. I was so angry. I wanted to be best for them

I shouted.

" If you think you can do well in the mid-year examination, then go ahead with your chat with your friends. Don't ask your parents and come tos choola nd complain when they saw your results. Don't even show me good progress and the attitude towards learning is terrible, you expect miracle. We tried our best tp help yet you all don't even want to work hard and gave some result. Do what you think good for you then"

Seriously, bad mood make me lose temper easily.

After the assembly, I went back home , without a care for protected time. I was really sick now.

I spent my whole day resting and recuperating.