No respect for me now

Today my mentor on child sick leave. It means I need to teach the classes. It will not be an easy task especially when it was post-exam where the students had this mentality that they need rest after exam period.

Full of crap. Seriously, they were only given a good rest if they really work and study hard for examination and get good results.Apparently, they did not do at all.

I tried to use media player in the laptop to play the clips I downloaded yesterday but it did not work.

Panic!

I wasted whole night to get and download the clips for today lessons.

I printed some worksheet for contingency plan.For secondary 1, I manage dto download real player in class while they did their work. I showed them some maths video clips for them to watch. At least they love the session well.

For upper secondary, they found them lame and not funny at all. It is kind of hurting to see their attitude when we did so much work for them to enjoy and relaex yet they are such a killjoy.If they know nothing good came from their mouth, just rest their damn head and sleep.

Luckily I learnt not to be bothered by the remarks or soever because I grew maturely to handle such behaviour.

Somehow, they lost respect me as a teacher eversince my mentor took over me. I am like a flower vase, decorating the classroom only. I wonder if this is the right path for me. When I took over, they seemed not to pay attention to me at all.

I lose hope and went back home after I saw nothing at my pigeon hole. I suppose to go gym but ended up taking the longer nap to pay back the sleepless night I owed yesterday.

My energy level drained.

Getting lazier and fatter.

Died!