Death of my auntie - a strong woman

My elder auntie just passed away ; She lost her combat against cancer. And my whole day which I planned for doing school work gone by visiting the family. Seeing my mum ( who is the favourite sibling of my elder uncle [her elder brother] cried during the ceremony, made me want to cry but I cannot, because I needed to show less emotion that time. My cousin did not even show any during the ceremony, even though she is his mother. Everyone was somehow disappointed with him for not being filial, loving and show concern and care when she is alive and sickly. It is true that people will not appreciate what they have until they have lost them completely. This I will not deny because it is for real.I should be appreciate everything that I have – my parents, my family, my friends and you perhaps before they are gone for good or I am gone. When I observed the burial ceremony, nothing last forever except death. Everyone pursue happiness where it supposed to be in our life.