Boling Point

Today I did an invigilation for the upper secondary again. But today, I was really pissed off because the teacher who supposed to take over me, came late by one period. Nevertheless, I still maintain a smile but I just lost the time which is so precious now.

Then I went to co-teach with Ms L and these pupils just had no interest in listening to her until the principal came and watched outside the classroom. Suddenly the atmosphere changed and was so different. The ideal classroom atmosphere - attentive, quiet and discipline. Too bad, it does not last long, after she left.

While we have break, We joined Mr E for break. We chatted awhile until the principal came and joined us. The situation was quite intense when everyone seems to be serious. While eating, she caught one student for not stucking the shirt. The break becomes so weird, real weird.YT signalled me to take leave early because we all need to prepare some plan later.

Today, it was a first time YT and I attend the staff meeting at AVA room. YT and I was like helpers who help to arrange the chairs for the teacher who came later. I also gave the chair to principal. I felt like bootlicking which was not. Mr G asked me to pass it to her.

The meeting held by Vice principal and ended at 3.30pm. I missed my gym session because I was really burned out and needed more rest. Once I reach home and ate my chicken rice I bought, I hit the sack . I was really tired.

Morever I needed to prepare maths lesson plan for tommorow morning lesson as Ms L is going for off. I had no time for it, it means that I was going to burn my midnight oil for doing the notes for them. I hated it. I was damn stressed already. The pressure point is almost to prime.

I got last minute arrow by the principal to attend some programme on Sunday and another one by NCC on wednesday for the live firing and I need to wear army uniform. I hate it. Arghh....

I sense soemthing wrong.