What is meaning of life?

Life is such that I usually get into my daily routines quickly and at times that I don't take times to ponder about my existence or about my life in this world. I take life as it comes. It is usually taken for granted. At some stages of my life, I do set goals for myself  because I know that I am lacking in some areas of my life that needs changes. I realize how many goals do I really accomplish? Do I really take time to plan my goals?

Worst still, do I make plans for Hereafter. We all know that we will all die and rot under 6 feet and there is no escaping death. Life here is just temporary compared to Hereafter. I life day in and out, getting into a routine, where one day is no different from next .

I need to find balance too. There is no reward in activities that are pursued so excessively to the detriment of other part of life. I need to have a clear guidelines on leading my life. I can handle minor setbacks well , thanks to my parents moral support. There are many major mistakes and golden lessons in the past I learnt. I used to have issues with letting go of the past because there
were motherf*ckers keep taking advantages of those embarrassing mistake to intimidate or threaten my self-esteem. It took too long, but I have gotten well and have learned the important thing is that as long as I can take with me the important parts and good memories of the past, I can let go of the rest, the hurt during the journey to vague future. Life is just like an experiment

I need to acknowledge that there are fools who love to bring me down to bottomless pit of no return. I believe in karma and Almighty ( of course ). Everyone will grow old eventually. What goes around, comes around. It is just matter of time.

So when there are people who criticize or bad mouth me for so ever reason, God bless them and me for life is not meant for them only. I am leading my own life and take a pinch of salt. No matter how we live in this world, final and most important goal is to meet my Creator. I don't need people to judge all my actions or deeds for I know that Only Almighty does the job. It is therefore follow logically, that whatever I do, all my goals should be linked to the Final Goal.