Party Party

While waiting for David to call me later,I decide to go gym to attend bodypump, followed by the bodycombat and lastly ABT. Today Lily won't be going ABT with me since she will be attending hip hop class at Bugis.

I hear Bugis branch is very nice. Sighs.

Then I decide to buy the hairband, a hair highlighter at Basic Beauty at Heeren. David says that the party will be a blast and we can go in free as his friend is like bigshot.

When I enter the gym, I realise I forget to bring my shoes. No wonder the bag is extraodinarily lighter today.

Wasted trip. And Money.

Then I have to go back home and wait for David to calls me.

Along the journey home, this old man starts to come closer to the woman behind me. The woman rolls eyes at him and continue reading. Then I begin to be very suspicious because he keeps trying to have close proximity with anyone. I just carry on looking at him. True enough, he is trying to grab something from the guy's pouch. And that guy is not aware of it. I just act blur and looks at the scenery when actually my eyes keep eyeing on his action. Then he shifts to other cabin.

best still, he still trying to prey on this lady who is sleeping in the train. He apparently get so close , very close to her , trying to take something from her Louis Vutton or the bracelet. I just keep on eagle's eye on him. Too bad, the lady wakes up when the action starts. She gives that guy a stern stare. Apparenly, She gets pissed to know that that old man is between her both legs. Laugh out loud.

Then I go home and have dinner.

We meet at 7.15pm at Lakeside to go for dinner first. We proceed to Raffles City Food court so that he has his dinner there while I go to Gents to change my earring stud. I do not know that it is such a hassle and pain to have earring. I have difficulty to wear the stud back.

Bling.Bling. I love it.

After dinner, we walk to Funan IT mall because david wants to search for the software there. Too bad, the shop is closed early, hence we do window-shopping at Challeger store. It will be better to wait awhile since COMEX exhibition is coming this thursday at Suntec City.

After that, we walk around the citylink and to HMV store. I bump into Ronnie, a old good friend of mine, rather ex-friend. Apparently, he pretends not to see me even though we face to face with each other. I guess he still not forgive me for my childish behaviour. I have been so long trying to say sorry to him but whether he wants to accept it, it is not my problem.

I am just collecting my karma points.

Then I just do not bother him because I do not want to be embarrased by him perhaps.

Around 10pm, we take a bus and meet david's friend. I make a biggest fool of by myself today in front of stranger. I feel very trashy tonight. I do not know what have gotten over me. Maybe I am wearing Mickey Mouse tanktop.

I think I make a bad impression of myself. Even David is surpised with my cheap antic to be humorous.

Bling Bling

I feel so well-treated when we manage to get the club in free and people around us just look at us with astonishment. Thanks goodness, David gets to know big fucks.

The power of networking.

The party is blast but then I feel “completely drawn inside this underground world of complex characters". Everyone comes into own cliques. I have been observing the people on the dancefloor. I can sense loneliness and insecurities behind those happy faces.It is like people who’s gone to a disco looking for love, life and acceptance.

A weekend of extreme pleasure where rules don’t apply, boundaries are non-existent and physical perfection is demanded.

This is no acceptable. Even David is gone to his old clique. I am alone and bored standing near the dancefloor. As usual, I put on my defensive position and be cool. Just waiting for time's up.

How I wish I am not here suddenly. Partying is not my cup of tea out of the blue.

I must get out of party culture. Even the disco music cannot drown my loneliness.

I think the most important sense for me is to feel I belong somewhere to someone.