Nothing much today beside studying at home.
The situation is deteroriating. Things are collapsing around me. It is not the result of me having done anything wrong. Maybe some aspect of my life which has until now been important no longer serves my best interest.It belongs to the cycle which is coming to an end.
Because a new situation/people needs to come ino being, the old has to die. Avoid confrontation. No point bringing people's lie and pretense to the surface or pin point people's weakness without their permission. Or the consequence could be devastating.
I act blur but I am not ignorant or dumb. Trying to be nice guy.
Just being cooln and disinterested, I will give nobody the opportunity to undermine me. I can start to look forward from here.
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