Monday, July 18, 2005

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It means I enjoy unlimited access and surf online outside. How thrilling.

Unlimited* access at one flat fee at only $10.50 (w/GST) a month, experience unlimited surfing outside of your home and office, and at speeds that you have come to enjoy. No more worrying about volume of time based usage and other complicated plans!.

I am going try this weekend, perhaps at Coffee Beans cafe at Holland Village.


Suddenly my mum call my name with urgency and asks me to look outside the window and see below. I see the cat , similar to our own cat, lying motionless. I am like "roll eyes" at my mum and tells me such lame news. She even calls my sister about it. I know she missses our cat.

I realise how fragile life is. I fear death because I am not well-prepared to meet the One. Worse, my religious uncle told my my mum that her illness due to her faults. Well, my mum is very confused pertaining this matter because she has never bore any grudge or hatred to anyone. She mentions about the upbringing of me and my sister. My sister is already blissfully married and I am such a slacker.

I afraid her illness gets to do with me and my sins. I know it is a little supersitious [ well, I am superstitious thanks to my mum ] but there is spiritual bond between my mum and I. We bear similar name somehow.

I remember once, she got scolded by my grandparents and father for causing near-death experience I had. I was very naughty until she cannot take it anymore, hence she just just cursed me and at that time also, I started to vomit non-stop, even cough blood. This incident horrified her and even my father and grandparents.

Maybe being a mother, one has to be very patient. But after all, mother is still a human, and everyone has his/her bad days.

From that moment, both my parents don't even beat me up like they used to. They are smart enough to use mind games with us. I also remember that everytime my father bought the cane, either my sis or I would just throw the cane out of the windows. Until they give up hope to buy again and again.

Love move the mountain, I guess.




The cat we like is DEAD

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