second day of detox

I wake up LATE again. I feel a little lethargic and tired. The cool weather does not help to make me wake up . I skip my yoga this morning. I have my morning drink : pineapple, papaya and strawberry. It tastes nice.

Then constantly, I have warm water infused with slice of lemon.

I can feel headache is coming and and it is coming bad. Things start quite slowly. But somehow, my mother who just don't understand the process of detoxicifation. She really makes me fumed almost every time which I suppose to do.

She just don't get it. Worse, she keeps bugging me at any slightest thing I do. There goes my process. To be quiet and at peace. My headache is getting worse too. I just tell her off that I will move out of the house and live by myself.

Who cares if she gets hurt? I have my own life.

Then I go n blend the vegetables :purple cabbage, cabbage, kale, spinach, apple, cucumber, brocolli and carrot. Then i start to take sip with this green drink, I start to vomit. It taste really horrible. I give drinking raw vegetable. I think I shall just juice the ingredients. Hence I make another drink : Green apple and cucumber.

I am finding purpose in my life but there some issue i keep thinking every minutes: When am I going to get a job search seriously? I nearly lose faith and give up this process, especially when my mum just purposely cooks good food sinc emy sister is coming back tonight.

It is serious endurance of mind. I just eat dates and raisin to curb my hunger. I just control good and well.

Then I just do nothing at all but surfing net.

Then I did some light weigh-training at home with my dumbells ( which I am not suppose to do ). Well, i alter a little bit with my process. Yeah, I have chicken and rice with my vegetable broth.

Then later I go for a slow jog before I hit the sack. The weather is too sunny for me to go for a swim.


One more day plus two more.