Friday, July 08, 2005

Loser

Surpise! Surpise!

A old 'friend' from my secondary school manages to get hold of my friendster and send hurt message as per normal to me. I really wonder what he still has not let go of his unhappiness and envy towards me. He still stuck in some outdated mode of being and afraid to let go because he is still investing in that OLD image of himself.

Just forgive yourself and move on. I had already put him behind me and move on. It is not easy to forgive a fool who keeps trying to bring me down because of his insecurity or even low self-esteem. But for the sake of his own growth to be better person, learn to be a good person.

I already forgived him [ my enemy],nothing annoys them so much, perhaps.

But Forgiving does not equal letting someone off the hook.Or forgiveness doesn't mean that I have to condone what someone has done to me or ever having to tolerate someone's wrongful behavior.

I forgive people, not for their sake, but for mine.I forgive because I want to set myself free.Yeah, free by breaking the feeling of anger, hurt, helplessness or shame. Still, he is clouded by hated and jealousy. Total outdated.

I already mention about the saying, " What goes around comes around" . I just laugh at his silliness and delete.

I go and meet Guziel at Taka S.C library and then try to figure out where to have a dinner. We go to the Food fair at the basement level to look for some finger food. Then we take a bus to City Hall but we both are happily chat until we miss the bus-stop and end up at Suntec bus-stop. We walk to Esplanade to show Guziel the SRC which is near Embassy,

Then we walk to Lau Pa Sat to have dinner. The food is apparently expensive and in small quantity. Then we do not have any plan to go hence we take a train to city hall again and hang out at HMV for a while before going home.




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