Feeling depressed
Life is full of changes. Everyday events and our reactions to them sometimes interfere with our sense of well-being and peace of mind.I get constant nervous breakdown today because I am so afraid to check my examination results.
These result will determine whether I will get to be a graduate.
I keep trying to run away from the truth because I know reality bites. I can not afford to accept failure again.Now, I experience depression and it is getting intense every minutes especially when I think of the future ahead. Feeling of fears and worry prolong to such an extent that daily functioning can become difficult.
But I try to be optimistic somehow.
I take a train to City hall and have a lunch at McDonalds Restaurant at YMCA before hitting the gym. I have a splendid time doing bodycombat despite feeling breathless at certain points of time. I feel lighter and relaxed.
Then I go to the Centrepoint Food Court while waiting for Lincoln to pass him the money. Then at 7pm, we meet and head to cineleisure foodcourt to have dinner. After that, we go to Takashimaya to meet Sam after his working hour. We sat awhile at McDonalds restaurant for chitchat session. I brave myself and put on the smile constantly despite feeling disheartended about the unknown.I don't want to spoil everyone's mood somehow.
Then Sam gets a call from his friend who asks him to attend the opening of the club at Magazine Road. He asks us whether we both keen to follow him there. Well, we are not even invited at all to such party and we don't even know the host too. But Sam really wants us to join him. Hence we will go but leave early. We take a cab to magazine road. The club is named Club MoMo, formerly a Madam Wong II. Sam's friend brings us in without any queue.
The place is just full of beautiful people. I just cannot fit into such crowd. I do not dressed up to the nines to attend such glamourous event. They manage to take glimpse of Allan Wu and Wong Lilin but I don't and cannot be bothered.
Beautiful.
Then we walk to the Clarke Quay MRT station and take a train home.
I am still feeling moody and my mind is just clouded by fears and worries.
These result will determine whether I will get to be a graduate.
I keep trying to run away from the truth because I know reality bites. I can not afford to accept failure again.Now, I experience depression and it is getting intense every minutes especially when I think of the future ahead. Feeling of fears and worry prolong to such an extent that daily functioning can become difficult.
But I try to be optimistic somehow.
I take a train to City hall and have a lunch at McDonalds Restaurant at YMCA before hitting the gym. I have a splendid time doing bodycombat despite feeling breathless at certain points of time. I feel lighter and relaxed.
Then I go to the Centrepoint Food Court while waiting for Lincoln to pass him the money. Then at 7pm, we meet and head to cineleisure foodcourt to have dinner. After that, we go to Takashimaya to meet Sam after his working hour. We sat awhile at McDonalds restaurant for chitchat session. I brave myself and put on the smile constantly despite feeling disheartended about the unknown.I don't want to spoil everyone's mood somehow.
Then Sam gets a call from his friend who asks him to attend the opening of the club at Magazine Road. He asks us whether we both keen to follow him there. Well, we are not even invited at all to such party and we don't even know the host too. But Sam really wants us to join him. Hence we will go but leave early. We take a cab to magazine road. The club is named Club MoMo, formerly a Madam Wong II. Sam's friend brings us in without any queue.
The place is just full of beautiful people. I just cannot fit into such crowd. I do not dressed up to the nines to attend such glamourous event. They manage to take glimpse of Allan Wu and Wong Lilin but I don't and cannot be bothered.
Beautiful.
Then we walk to the Clarke Quay MRT station and take a train home.
I am still feeling moody and my mind is just clouded by fears and worries.
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