Monday, May 02, 2005

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I go to NTU canteen B in last morning to do revision there. I get distraced by the exchange student whoe laugh sounds so weird and scary. I am just too lazy to change seat and just continue my revision. Then i walk back home when I receive a call from Sam.

Then I meet him around 6pm at Holland Village instead of Orchard Road because I am just too lazy to travel. I meet him at some fashion outlet there and I am horrified by his expression to buy the jeans that cost only $23.90. The jeans it self is very ugly interms of cutting. I do not know he will go for such products somehow. I manage to disuade him from buying that f-ing jeans.

Then we hang out at coffee bean cafe. We order drinks and a brownie. I sure buy the brownie there. We split costa nd share brownie. While enjoying the brownie we talk about life and analyze it from perspectives of our own and it depends on our ability to put ourselves in other people’s shoes and to see the world from their point of view. Apparently, Sam and I have very different life in terms of material/monetary and looks. He is more fortunate than me in those departments.None of us have a "perfect" past.When we see ourselves as victims, we become caught in our circumstance whether it be a past or present experience. Our natural response to negative situations is anger. Of course, we have to direct anger toward someone or something. If we direct anger toward others, then offenses follow. If we direct it toward ourselves, then we enslave ourselves. Guilt often follows the anger. Then depression follows the guilt. We feel bad; therefore, we try to find things to compensate for the bad feelings. Addictions often arise at this point. Addictions are things in which we bury ourselves, often to cover negative feelings that arise out of thought of feeling that life is unfair.

But then, everything happens for a reason.

If you consider that there may be meaning in the disappointments of life and that the universe is compassionate and wise, you will be able to open yourself to authentic power—the real power within yourself.

1) Learn to control your negativity. Your life does not have to be unfair.

2) You need to put yourself in a place of surrender. Be open to the possibilities that can change your life—they may bring you a greater sense of joy and fulfillment.

Then, we should be happy with our life, even though our dreams seems to difficult to grasp or fulfill. Then we walk around and stop by at essential brew cafe to chill out again. We both have a cheap teas( $3.50). We actually just kill time reading magazines and just doing nothing till 11pm.
eet sam at HV ,...go to coffeee bean..share brownie talk abt life...then go to essentiabrew to hv another round...ear

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