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Ex-friends, lovers and estranged family members who have been cut out of the my life should refrain from reading my blog. If the relationship has ended, there is no reason you should get daily updates on the my life. If you simply can't help yourself, do it quietly, and never repeat what you read or use it to hurt me.
It is important that as a friend, relative, co-worker or whatever you may be to me, that your presence at my weblog not impede my ability to express myself. Remember this is my outlet. I may not want you to read certain things I might write about you or others you care about, in order to spare your feelings, avoid drama or maintain my privacy. You should respect this and immediately stop going to the site, and never relay any information you gather at my site to others who might use it against me.

If I writes about you and you don't appreciate it, approach me about it. Try to remain calm and polite. Explain that you are entitled to your privacy as well. There are many compromises that can be reached from using vague nicknames to protect your anonymity, or not mentioning you at all. If you are upset because I am writing negative things about you, be reasonable, try to see if there is a way to resolve the issues and mend your relationship with me. If that doesn't seem to be possible, stop going to the website. I will eventually get bored and move on
Lastly,I have the right to stop writing at any time for any reason I see fit, and at no point I need to justify or explain these reasons to you or any of my readers. It's my weblog, they can do with it as they please.
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Preferably called as Esjay / Born on 2nd of January 1977 in Singapore / Stands at 5'11/180cm / weighs 70kg / NTU Graduate / perfectionist / attention seeker / lost interest easily / failure in life / legally dumb / adventurer / fun seeker / vain / Adore punk / quiet / love sports / tan / beach volley ball / anything related to beach / sicko / hate cockroach / traveler / love Nasi Lemak / proud /

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

realtionship

Why everyone need a company ? to ease the loneliness?

I put on my thinking cap recently.I don't remember myself who I am when I am with you.I gave my heart to you. I gave up my friends like you said I should do. I compromise my life and dreams just to make you belong to me.

I shouldn't have

You leave me out when you're with other. You make me feel dumb and alone and I don't know where to go.My esteem just spiralled down.I gave you control felt helpless without you.I cannot be your friend
the way we were unhappy when I am with you , just making a misery love company.I am loser in such relationship. Why I need to feel so empty, and cry out for insecurites that need to be destroyed.

I shouldn't have

I hunger for concern and attention from you who cannot afford it. I lose control and blamed you but I am not allowed to have my own day. I have expectactions of you, that lead to disappointment and because you have no obligation to love me back the way I love you, because humans are just not born for such selfless acts.

I shouldn't have.

I am through with Love.

No worries. I am still single, just for someone who cannot take a break-up easily.

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I'm gonna show you that good guys don't always win, I'm gonna show you the brighter side of living in sin.So when you're six feet under, you won't wonder why, Just 'cause you got a halo don't mean that you can fly.If you thought it was over, you're way off track, You made a blunder, and...You put me back, back in business,This ain't no hit or miss, I'm gonna get my way.'Cause you put me back, back in business,You're my first witness, and I'm here to stay.I'm gonna show you good guys always finish lastSpeaking of virtue, being nice is a thing of the past.When I want something done, I'll say it with a gun.kJust 'cause you're an angel don't mean you're having fun..I just wanted to thank you for what you lack. Hope they don't hang you, 'cause...I'm coming back in style