Monday, March 28, 2005

Disappointment

Today I still have not started my revision. I am still procrastinating.

Plus, I feel betrayed again by someone. This time, It is really ultimate experience. I am robbed of trust, love and faith. Now I know I have to move on and focus on my studies. I through with everything that halt my happiness. I am tired and totally given up. I am going to be my own best friend again.

Shame on you for fooling me once, Shame on me for fooling me twice

Luckily Samuel calls me to go out. Having a friend around to forget the matter makes a lot of difference. I meet him at Buona Vista MRT at 5.45pm. It has been a long time we meet up, hence a lot of catching up. I learn from him that he is applying for teaching career too. How cool if both of us are student again together at NIE. We talk about certain issues on friendship, relationship, future and also his experience in Taiwan. Singapore are just too stagnant for any development.

We have dinner at Foodcourt at Raffles City first before going to Pacific Coffee cafe at citylink to chill out. I bump into Ernie and David .Samuel tells me that I can have free access here, therefore I try to get connected using ibook and to my surpise, i can surf internet and go online free. I bump into my cousin and her friend. Then we talk about American Idol 4. We both just love talking about American idol.

Then we walk to the capitol and take a bus 7 to orchard Road. We walk to Heeren before settling down at Long John Silver restaurant for late supper there. I bumped into charmaine and her gangs. We chit chat a while. He bring up the issue I am facing and tells me to really move on and start to be chirpy esjay. Suddenly, there is light in the end of the tunnel and at last i see the light.

We bump into Eugene and have a brief and hearty conversation . i seems to bump into so many people today. I feels so popular ( just joking ) . Nice to meet them again actually. I even bump into Edmund outside California gym. How sweet to bump into him again but we do not manage to catch up with each other actually because it is already late.

Samuel and I take bus 7 home. The day is fruitful day with a good friend. Issues have been settled and I will be a different man again. Better man.

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