end of february
Today is quite a fulfilling day actually. I attend lecture then Kailing and I meet Eileen at canteen A for a quick bite. Then we proceed to library to do our project. Surpisingly, the project we are going to do is similar to the sets of notes I get from Kailing who got from her friend who did that modules before.
The project will be a breeze. Thank god!
Then I spend most of my day doing my tutorial by myself as well as reading some articles on entrepeneurship and motivation. I really don't know why I need to read self-help article or books.
Someone's desire for self-improvement was actually motivated not by joy but guilt, the belief that one is not already worthy of happiness. I know I am trying hard to improve my life, and other aspect of life but maybe true happiness demns no self-improvement because happiness is freely available, always everywhere to everyone.
No amount of self-improvement can make up for a lack of self-acceptance
I shall start improving my self-acceptance: accept whom I am , being extraordinary guy...... That is damn egoistic.
Anyway, I meet up with lincoln at Admin Annex who is going to apply for the new degree at NTU. Then we walk to Canteen A to have a dinner. These few days, like I mentioned, I have a very small appetite nowadays. Good in the way I can achieve the greek bod fast but bad in the sense I am getting weak. I just have mee rebus because I afraid if I eat rice, I may get over-change and I don't have money to go home.Morever, it is raining heavily. I am so pathetic. I need a job desperately.
I take a train to City Hall and meet Tee before going to Cali for weigh-training session. Apparently, today we do not do any weight-training programme but instead we go and try out the power step class.
I am not that keen in joining the class. I am bad in motor co-ordination plus I always generalise those guys doing step as graceful men. Seriously, they really remind me of those fairy dancing around gracefully and beautifully, I mean how can a guy dance that way. And I am going to give a try. Shameless.
it is alright at first, trying hard to follow the fast steps the instructor do. I am not sure what I am doing but just following the motion of everyone do to avoid being odd one out. Halfway, Tee and I give up and just leave the studio. Good cardio workout but still I cannot accept the fact to see the guys prancing around like fairy. Just not right.
Then we leave the gym and go back home.My legs are tired.
The project will be a breeze. Thank god!
Then I spend most of my day doing my tutorial by myself as well as reading some articles on entrepeneurship and motivation. I really don't know why I need to read self-help article or books.
Someone's desire for self-improvement was actually motivated not by joy but guilt, the belief that one is not already worthy of happiness. I know I am trying hard to improve my life, and other aspect of life but maybe true happiness demns no self-improvement because happiness is freely available, always everywhere to everyone.
No amount of self-improvement can make up for a lack of self-acceptance
I shall start improving my self-acceptance: accept whom I am , being extraordinary guy...... That is damn egoistic.
Anyway, I meet up with lincoln at Admin Annex who is going to apply for the new degree at NTU. Then we walk to Canteen A to have a dinner. These few days, like I mentioned, I have a very small appetite nowadays. Good in the way I can achieve the greek bod fast but bad in the sense I am getting weak. I just have mee rebus because I afraid if I eat rice, I may get over-change and I don't have money to go home.Morever, it is raining heavily. I am so pathetic. I need a job desperately.
I take a train to City Hall and meet Tee before going to Cali for weigh-training session. Apparently, today we do not do any weight-training programme but instead we go and try out the power step class.
I am not that keen in joining the class. I am bad in motor co-ordination plus I always generalise those guys doing step as graceful men. Seriously, they really remind me of those fairy dancing around gracefully and beautifully, I mean how can a guy dance that way. And I am going to give a try. Shameless.
it is alright at first, trying hard to follow the fast steps the instructor do. I am not sure what I am doing but just following the motion of everyone do to avoid being odd one out. Halfway, Tee and I give up and just leave the studio. Good cardio workout but still I cannot accept the fact to see the guys prancing around like fairy. Just not right.
Then we leave the gym and go back home.My legs are tired.
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