Boring days

Nothing much today to write down but I go to King Albert Park McDonald to revise on M454 as well as M463. Doing tutorial without any aid is quite a stressful activity. But I must do my problems on my own then I know I can learn mistake from what i do.

I am not in usual self this few weeks. I felt so defeated, and so powerless. With so many hurdles to overcome, I'm too much work for some people. And some people just burn me out. Not too many friends. Love is so overrated. I have so many people to forgive and they do not appreciate to take inititative because it will give me more pride. I am nobody.No one to turn to.

What's the problem with me nowadays? I need to move on. February is not the nice month to remember actually. I hope for the best in coming month. I am glad I still continue writing my blog. I realise that my visitor rating is getting low because I seems to take long time to update my journal and people tend to give up visiting my blog.

Time to have a proper time management and update as much faster as ever. but no promise.

"Life Is Sweet" by Natalie Merchant

It's a pity
It's a crying shame
Who pulled you down again?
How painful it must be
To bruise so easily inside

It's a pity
It's a downright crime
But it happens all the time
You wanna stay little daddy's girl
Wanna hide from the vicious world outside

But don't cry
Know the tears'll do no good
So dry your eyes

Your daddy he's the iron man
A battleship wrecked on dry land
Your mama she's a bitter bride
She'll never be satisfied,
And you know
That's not right

But don't cry
Know the tears'll do no good
So dry your eyes

They told you life is hard
It's misery from the start
It's dull and slow and painful

I tell you life is sweet
In spite of the misery
There's so much more
Be grateful

Who do you believe?
Who will you listen to
Who will it be?
It's high time that you decide
In your own mind

Tried to comfort you
Tried to tell you to be patient
They are blind
They can't see

Fortune gonna come some day
All gonna fade away
Your daddy the war machine and
Your mama the long and suffering
Prisoner of what she can not see

They told you life is hard
It's misery from the start
It's dull and slow and painful

I tell you life is sweet
In spite of the misery
There's so much more
Be grateful

Who do you believe?
Who will you listen to
Who will it be?

It's high time you decide
It's time you make up your own sweet little mind

They told you life is long
Be thankful when it's done
Don't ask for more
You should be grateful

But I tell you life is short
Be thankful because before you know
It will be over

Cause life is sweet
And life is also very short
Your life is sweet