Friday, November 19, 2004

post- boredom

Nothing much to do today. I was totally bored.

Tonight result for Singapore Idol : Olinda was being eliminated. I was much into agreement with Ken Lim and maybe others that Olinda could make it as an Idol for Singapore. Singapore Idol, undeniably a talent competition. Truly, Olinda has a sumpreme and powerhouse vocal but that did not impress much for the younger audience. Oli-Sly case would be much similar to Jennifer-Josh case in American idol 3.

I would vote for Taufik to be Singapore Idol. I was really mesmerized by his chosen songs.He got a good range of voice and soulful. Good luck Taufik!

I watch HBO movie:A walk to remember starring Mandy Moore




Entrance of Ubin and Nordin Camp



Each spring in the little port town of Beaufort, North Carolina, Landon Carter remembers his senior year at Beaufort High and Jamie Sullivan, the girl who changed his life. Serious and conservative, Jamie (Moore) was as far from cool as she could possibly be, and didn't care. Landon (West) hung with the in-crowd an aimless, moody, reckless guy who breezed through school on looks and bravado and had no plans, no future and no faith in himself. When a prank goes terribly wrong landing a kid in the hospital, Landon is assigned to tutor a young student on the weekends and participate in the Drama Club's spring play. Clearly in over his head with both assignments, Landon is forced to ask Jamie for help. Soon, against his own expectations and the scorn of his friends, Landon finds himself falling in love with this outwardly plain girl who possesses a passion for life he never imagined possible.

Do not be surpised, I like watching love stories with tragic ending. This is reality and I did not being in fable and fairy tales where love was so beautiful in happy endings.There is no such things as happy endings.

Where could anyone find such guy whoe love was so mountain high for this girl with leukemonia.The one who was willing to do anything for her (in this era.). Love was such a magficinent feelings. Would I be willing to do anything for a girl I love? Or would I be one of those guys in Singapore who just work sleep and work sleep everyday to fulfil what people say life.Romance hardly exists in this tiny island because we could buy love with money. Hence no point, finding love and falling in love with it. Waste of time.

Not that I deny myself that I did not need love. I was desperate for love. Most of my peers are married and are getting married to their dream girls ( maybe).I was pressurized. But I do dare to say that, they just wanna get married to continue the family line and then waited for God to take their life as the women in Heaven are much better 100000000X better than their wives, or vice versa.This movie really showed the real image of what pure love in nineties.

The most sweetest conversation between lovers
Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?
Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.

Landon: Can you find this star, right here?
Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?
Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.
Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you.

Landon: [voiceover] Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it.

Eric: Talk to me man.
Landon: About what?
Eric: About you, about Jamie.
Landon: What's there to talk about? She's the best person I've ever known.

I was still searching for who can inspired me to be who I am.



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