Monday, November 08, 2004

Fluidity

Today I was still deciding whether I should go to school to study or .... no sure. Now it is like 11am. By the time, I went to school, there would no avalaible seats, good ones for me. Hence I went back to sleep again.

12pm
I suddenly woke up, feeling guilty. Hence I decided to study at Gek Poh CC study room after my shower. It was crowded but I managed to get the good seat.While I got myself momentum to study, we, including me, were being disturbed by the fire alarm. Itw as not faulty but a fire drill whereby everyone who use the community centre has to follow the regulation of the fire drill. I found it so childish and time-wasting. Seriously, I came here to study not to be guinea pig for the fire drill. Imagined, waiting for those little imps at childcare center, walking so systematically and slowly to the basketball court.Hullo, It was fire-drill. Where were their sense of urgency? Yawns.It was at 3pm.

3.45pm
I called Lincoln,asking him why he did not reply to sms ysterday.Same reason: handphone flat.Yes, this is the same reason applicable to everyone, including me. He was complaining about this new groupie who was going to launch the album on february.
He was helping his friend to do album cover design for them but was pissed of by their could not be bother attitude.Lincoln, the only who can really good at convincing me with facts and logic explanation.He is like only 21year old and was much sensible and pratical than me. Bleah!

7pm
I decided not to go to school later, hence I just did revision at home.Bad idea. I spent more time wtaching TV rather than memorising formulae and revisiing for this killer subject.Too much distraction and I was so regretful.

1030
I was anticipated to watch NATM. This episode was about groove and sexy moves.Tyra Banks could sing now.Bleah!Anyway,this episode was quite touching one, especially in the end when Tyra said with tears that who she is, standing here,to judge and eliminate any of them and dashed one of them's hopes while she would in turn would be judged too by the world (she talked about her album as well as her singing which was one of her dreams)I knew Yoanna would not booted out because she was the next American top model this season. A lot of crying and consoling among the girls except Cammile. Yeah, that bitch, the cool bitch.

Back to the point of being judged, we have all been judged and misjudged and that was really not a nice experience.Hit and miss situation had been a commonplace in daily routine and sometimes, we should do things to love and appreciate us. Life is onetime and we would not have any second chance to change for better. Love for what we are - but of course there are room for improvement

1130pm
Time to sleep. I'm signing off

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