Today I attend lecture M443 , I realised that I did not have any group to form yet. I still not approached anyone to form any group. I felt so helpless. It was just not my style to approach and ask for request to join the group. Morever, I was the 51th students attend the lecture. It was supposed to take only 50 students.. But I asked for appeal to add me into the prescribed elective since it sound so relevant for me to learn and use when i graduated. Gosh! I felt so damn shit for not having any group. Why must I be always be special one?

I had my first GE lesson today. We was welcomed by this trainer, very charismatic and interesting.I forgot his name.Gosh. HE armed with so many bachelor degree. I enjoyed every minutes of his lesson. He had great sense of humour to aake us laugh and learn too. He asked me the question about learning. I was like so himbotic and answer the most silly answer. YeT he said I was being honest. Thank you. But then, he bitched indirectly along the way. I was like ...Bleah. This time, I aprroached people to join the group.Well, My General Elective was leadership'role in people development within organisation. I will be the first to make a first move to join the group. Anyway I was too tired to stay late at school to do my project. I just went back home and rest while waiting for the charmed show at 11.30pm.