Saturday, August 21, 2004

Dim Sum Brollies

Seriously, I realised I could not study at saturday. It seemes that my mind create the habit that I should not study on saturday but to go out and enjoy what you doing.I just too lazy to go out, hence I just wait for the time to come for tuition at 8pm. Worse, i felt so tempted to cancel my tuition since my sister left he car key outside and she went to Johore with her fiancee to settle some wedding thingy.

I decided to tutor. Money was everything to me now. I totally forgot how to tecah chemistry.It had been years that i touched on the chemistry O level. I guess my ability to tutor was getting worse.Buck up!I also realized my saturday would be very boring day because that was the only day we both free.I was egtting boring person. I went back home, took a shower and decided to drive out. Imagined driving around with your favourite music alone, I felt lonely yet peaceful. Travelling non-stop, reflecting what you had been experience, bad or good. To know life of esjay was very difficult yet challenging. Sometimes, I really need someoen to listen my woes and sorrow. I had so much secrets to tell but no one have that ability to listen, really listen. I felt lost somehow during the journey. I hated to bottle up the feeling of remorse and loneliness. Well, Just be it.

I went to the club and some guy strike a conversation with me. He asked whether I was local.Yawns! I asked where I came from. He asked whether I was from Hong Kong. I spewed my drinks out, because it was so disbelieving. It must the club lighting or it was just too dark that he could not see my features properly. i guessed somehow right, he told me that my accent indicated my un-locality. I was like...DUH! Anyway, it did not make my day as it was getting boring. I should just paste my ID card on my forehead. Hey I got PINK NRIC!

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