Tuesday, July 20, 2004

I got slammed for being truthful in my blog, Am I supposed to write sweet things about me or gain self-confidence or self-esteem by writing how sweet and innocent I am.Gosh, That is so Not Me. If I am, then I am.Why becoming wannabe. Whether I am jerk, bastard, ass hole, bitch or whatever names, if you did not know me well, you have no right to judge me by the words written. Some people love to write good things about themselves when we know that there is balance in the life.Some good and some bad.That's goes with our characters.

To those wannabes, it is depressing to be someone else ( but it is ok to follow and learn other people's good character ). I can relate that, because i was once a wannabe. Wannabe Aaron Kwok, I change my name to aaron.So amused.Recently i wished to be and look like Jonathan pang.But I realise we both are just two unque people. I could never be like him.Ever.

I woke up damn early to do my fyp which was been pending for 1 week.Spending my whole day in the lab, trying to finish up whatever I left behind.As usual, My day will never be 'beautiful' without being scolded by the researcher students. This time, I left Nafion solution on the table which cause the smell so strong that it can fill the whole lab. I got scolded worse not only by researcher but the professor for my negliengce. Nafion is a poisonous organic compound which will vaporise to the air and kill us. They were such paranoid idiots. My life is much valuable than them. They could not even spoke a simple english. Scary.I just told them that it was my first time handling the solution and I would never do the damn mistake again.Luckily I got hold of my project and understood what I was doing now. At least I got positive results through my own research and RS Qing Lin was so super nice to help me without even me asking him for help. He just took initiative, unlike other research students who gave me those blank faces when we bumped into each other.Plus, he knows my name.Honoured.

I went back home, had a dinner with fruit juice at 8pm. While watching sitcom 'Oh!Dad', I fell asleep with my contact lens on. I woke up at 12am and took off my lenses and went back to sleep. I guessed my detox diet took its effect already.


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