Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Feeling as though I was in a pressure cooker or in intense energy; feeling stress.There is a lot going on inside of me!A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where I was; a loss of a sense of place. I moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms. Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulations are barely tolerable. I got overwhelmed very easily and become easily overstimulated.Sooner, I was going to burst.

I felt so un well. I didn't feel like doing anything.My body knows what it needs.I absolutely could not do certain things anymore. When I try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful.Letharguc.Weak.My system is also on overload.I could not bear to stand longer than 10 minutes in MRT.Worse, i caught in the rain today. I felt so sick.But I tried to regain my composure and just move on.

I received a sms from my cousin:

U're still the best in my books!Chin up.It does not matter what strangers think about u or may not think;to those people close to you, u 're the best!



So sweet message which I could not help smiling and feeling uplifting.

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