Friday, June 11, 2004

The suppressive person may be the life and soul of the party. They may appear to be well dressed, popular and successful. They may even have a lot of charisma. On the other hand, they may appear as a victim of society, with poor health, little money and a bad appearance. You cannot recognise them on looks or talent. But have a listen to the WORDS that they use and you will see that they are more interested in putting people down than pulling them up.I am one of the supressive people.

Putting other people down just to look and fel god, is not the good way to build self-confidence.My life somehow is screwed-up.I'm still very much a loser. Not that that's news, but it just makes me depress. And a bit disappointed.I had been trying to be someone I'm not. Even if I try I won't change.Yet I just could not accept it.That's kind of sad.Where is all my capricorn/dragon good traits.I am ain't that young and worse never achieved much in life.

My confidence hardly put in good words at the moments.Despite having tuition, I'm not doing well in my recent tests at all.Life is terrible at the moment

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