Do NOT assume that you know everything about
me just because you read my weblog on a regular basis. Any judgements you make
will be based on the information I have provided you about myself, which maybe
vague, incomplete or shallow. Whatever opinion you form on me as person, or my
life as a whole, is probably best kept to yourself. Remember, you are the
reader. An obvious exception to this would be
if someone were asking for my advice or opinions.
Compliments will always be graciously
accepted and appreciated. Criticisms and reproaches are fine if you have a
problem with something, but
try to remain constructive
and not be an asshole.
No one is forcing you to give out your opinions, so if you don't have anything
remotely positive to say, it may be best to keep quiet.
if you have a
real
life relationship
with me, remember that communication is very
important. View this as online journal, First of all let me know that you read
my site,
especially
if I did not tell you personally.
Ex-friends, lovers and estranged family
members who have been cut out of the my life
should refrain from reading my blog. If the relationship has ended, there is no
reason you should get daily updates on the my life. If you simply can't help
yourself, do it quietly, and never repeat what you read or use it to hurt me.
It is important that as a friend, relative,
co-worker or whatever you may be to me, that your presence at my weblog not
impede my ability to express myself. Remember
this is my
outlet. I may not want you to read certain things I might write about
you or others you care about, in order to spare your feelings, avoid drama or
maintain my privacy. You should respect this and immediately stop going to the
site, and never relay any information you gather at my site to others who might
use it against me.
If I
writes about
you
and you don't appreciate it, approach me
about it. Try to remain calm and polite. Explain that you are entitled to your
privacy as well. There are many compromises that can be reached from using vague
nicknames to protect your anonymity, or not mentioning you at all. If you are
upset because I am writing negative things about you, be reasonable, try to see
if there is a way to resolve the issues and mend your relationship with me. If
that doesn't seem to be possible, stop going to the website. I will eventually
get bored and move on
Lastly,I
have the right to stop writing at any time for any reason I see fit, and at no
point I need to justify or explain these reasons to you or any of my readers.
It's my weblog,
they can do with it as they please.
if you cannot take it,
Fuck off
My profile
Preferably called as Esjay /
Born on 2nd of January 1977 in Singapore
/ Stands at
5'11/180cm / weighs 70kg
/
NTU Graduate / perfectionist / attention seeker / lost interest easily /
failure in life / legally dumb /
adventurer / fun seeker / vain / Adore
punk / quiet / love sports / tan / beach volley ball
/ anything related
to beach / sicko / hate cockroach / traveler /
love
Nasi Lemak / proud /
I went to meet WH at 2pm at Suntec to accompany him to the audition.I went to the Esplanade library to chill out and did some weekly plan.Sometimes, it did feel good being alone.I can enjoy peace and tranquility.Being alone is just part of who I am.It is so hard to be comfortable with anyone sometimes.I thought of beautiful things like God, love, friends, music and me. It was beautiful moment especially when someone play piano on the spot there.I'll find the process meditative, and I had a lasting results to show for my efforts.
WH called me that he could not make it through the auditions.I was quite shocked with the results.I just met him up at Suntec convention Hall.I guessed he was really quite dissapointed a little. Me too.
To WH,
Being not accepted doesn't mean you're a failure,
it does mean you haven't succeeded yet.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you haven't accomplished something,
it does mean you have learned something.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you've been a fool,
it does mean you have a lot of faith.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you've been disgraced,
it does mean you were willing to try.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you don't have it,
it does mean you have to do something in a different way.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you're inferior,
it does mean you're not perfect.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you've wasted your time,
it does mean you have a reason to start fresh.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you should give up,
it does mean you should try harder.
Being not accepted doesn't mean you’ll never make it,
it does mean it will take a little longer.
Being not accepted doesn't mean God has abandoned you,
it does mean he has a better way..
At least you were much better than me.We went to Pacific Coffee Cafe to sit down and had drinks.HE told me that he changed the song last minute, He did make several shouting and also the nerves.Well, I just smiled because only my smile is the gift for him at that moment.He did not need constant consoling.He was a strong guy. Just little disappointed.Then we walked towards Raffles Place until he invited me to his house to chill out. He always liked taking taxi.Waste money.We continued to watch the Sex and the City until I receive constant sms from kien and terence to meet up. So I left early to meet up them but end up i was being late.Sighs.
My chic clubmembers of sphere
Collection of 'Must-go' blogs! Check out my beautiful friends daily happenings in their own words
Other alter (ego) journal of
mine
Links that will take you to my other
sites in virtual community and world
Beautiful bloggers I
grooving on Collection of
another `must-go' blogs! The bloggers I have not meet yet ( And will do
one day perhaps) . they have interesting life. Do check out
Blogs of Entertainments
Collection of another `must-go'
blogs! They make the blogging very entertaining and funny in their own personal
touch.
Link I often surf
Go figure! Links to other
sites which mostly had been bookmarked. List will continue to grow
Media whoring session
Pictures Galore
Video Galore
Chat with me online
Only available
at
10pm
Singapore Time
Home