Sunday, June 06, 2004

I went to meet WH at 2pm at Suntec to accompany him to the audition.I went to the Esplanade library to chill out and did some weekly plan.Sometimes, it did feel good being alone.I can enjoy peace and tranquility.Being alone is just part of who I am.It is so hard to be comfortable with anyone sometimes.I thought of beautiful things like God, love, friends, music and me. It was beautiful moment especially when someone play piano on the spot there.I'll find the process meditative, and I had a lasting results to show for my efforts.

WH called me that he could not make it through the auditions.I was quite shocked with the results.I just met him up at Suntec convention Hall.I guessed he was really quite dissapointed a little. Me too.

To WH,

Being not accepted doesn't mean you're a failure,
it does mean you haven't succeeded yet.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you haven't accomplished something,
it does mean you have learned something.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you've been a fool,
it does mean you have a lot of faith.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you've been disgraced,
it does mean you were willing to try.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you don't have it,
it does mean you have to do something in a different way.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you're inferior,
it does mean you're not perfect.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you've wasted your time,
it does mean you have a reason to start fresh.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you should give up,
it does mean you should try harder.

Being not accepted doesn't mean you’ll never make it,
it does mean it will take a little longer.

Being not accepted doesn't mean God has abandoned you,
it does mean he has a better way..


 
At least you were much better than me.We went to Pacific Coffee Cafe to sit down and had drinks.HE told me that he changed the song last minute, He did make several shouting and also the nerves.Well, I just smiled because only my smile is the gift for him at that moment.He did not need constant consoling.He was a strong guy. Just little disappointed.Then we walked towards Raffles Place until he invited me to his house to chill out. He always liked taking taxi.Waste money.We continued to watch the Sex and the City until I receive constant sms from kien and terence to meet up. So I left early to meet up them but end up i was being late.Sighs.

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