Another Depressing task to do, After receiving the email from my indirect supervisor about my laziness and care-less attitude, I felt so guilty and worried.I went to school with the intention to do my FYP. I met so many familiar faces such as Beverlyn, Sabrina, Steven and other people whom I forget their names. Why Must I meet people when I need to be left alone today.I hated going to school and hated telling them that I did not graduate at all.I hated myself.

kien called me whether I would be interested in working as parttime cashier at Zara. My mind was total mess and i could now make any decision yet , or else he accused me of backing out last minute.I decided not to meet my indirect supervisor and maybe just email him the situation ( mostly some tales) about my disapperance. I decided to go to library to borrow some books.

1) The five minute healer ( a busy person's guide to vitality and energy all day, every day)
2) How to make your dreams come true
3) Super health detox
4) Change almost anything in 21 days ( recharge your life with the power of over 500 affirmations)
5) Men's fitness Magazine
6) Exercise for men only

It takes only one person to change your life.....you
There are parts of my life i would like to change.There are places I would like to go.Things I would like to do.I have been looking for a purpose in my life.I sometimes wonder why some people seem to get all the breaks when I got few or non at all.Life seems to be like an ongoing struggle.But I have to be willing to change.Or at least be willing to be willing to change.We can't always get what we want.Life just doesn't work that way.And, what we want is not always the best for us.But making only ONE difference in my life, my life can be better.I can have more of what I want. I can let go of my struggles. because I have the power to change and I'm worth it.