Perhaps as I have to travel in all that traffic, stared at that unexpected bill or worried that I just can’t cope any longer at SCHOOL.For life to be enjoyable I need challenges that I feel I can cope with. Sadly I was all, at times, faced with challenges that I feel I cannot cope with and it is then that I may experience stress.I have been drinking so many cups of coffee during these period.I could even smell the coffee when i perspired.Bad.I hoped there was no stain in any parts of clothes.euww!  I think i just finally got really frustrated with myself for not performing better academically and i began to feel really stupid and inadequate intellectually or something. 

I went to school after skipping my lectures, to dos ome revision in NIE library.I felt sleepy, cold and hungry.Too much distraction and too much shit things to memorise.I just walked to canteen A to have my early dinner.I just cannot control my hunger.Diet is bad.Then I proceed to SRC gym.Meet up with Ming Hui but then we trained different part of body.

I had my own cooked food - fried spaghetti with chicken breast.I ate halfway and threw the rest.So tastless and cold.I would not torture myself eating such lousy food.Then I proceeded to Library 1 to study.Catch up with Zhong Ren,Suggest to study with him and jimmy.I was totally honoured, Study with smart people but I made a study appointment with Terence.Worse, it is day of distraction.I could study well because it was too cold for to study proper.Sigh! We end up going back home but then Hunger striked.We went to Boon lay market to have Nasi lemak as a supper.There goes my effort of geting 6-abs.

I have to thank those who read my blog for being positive about my journal and me, of course.