Thursday, April 15, 2004

I wanted to make a confession - I took a peek at the guy beside me during the quiz.In layman terms, I copied his answer during the quiz.Seriously I had been studying almost whole week yet I did not know anything and what I studied did not come out during the quiz.Real pissed off.Please forgive for my first sin but I was forced into circumstance.Don't blame me! Just blame anyone but me.I better called Hung Yong to help me and I need help.

I went back home.I make a small changes about my hairstyle.Change for change’s sake.These few days,I don't delight in the way I look myslef into the mirror. It doesn't matter if the change will be significant, the thought of having a flat hair like legoman's can leave me feeling geeky and self conscious. I must feel comfortable in your own skin, then I will more likely to feel happier overall, as I won't spend time worrying what I look like or what other people think of me. This can lead to a greater sense of self esteem and wellbeing which can be reflected in all aspects of life from my emotional health to life. Been studying at Library 1 everyday and night.I just hope it was constructive revision.



Flat Hairstyle



As surely as the words will fall
as gentle as the willows call.
What I say will help no more
It can not open the truthful door.
What I believe you can not help
though you're drowning me in the sea kelp.
Dragging me through emotion storms
And closing me from my faithful dorms.
I am not black, I am not white
Oh no, I am a different type.
I am no worse because I m minority
But yet still your resentness hoovers.
I can not help you understand
But this is what God has planned.
Why can't you still see me here
Has my face grown unclear?
Society has twisted your rules
And wrapped you around their irrational spools.
There is nothing else I'd rather be.
I am so completely happy this way
I don't miss the other days.
It is the completness in my heart
That I can't not bear to part.
Let others think as the will
But my faith will be here still

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