I did not follow my schedule.I continue my sleep and woke up at 11am.When I walked to the bus-stop,leaves of red and orange and brown and some look like pure gold fell from the sky,swayed in winds but never falters.This is the time to learn about God's love and beauty.Hope.Dream.It brings such joy and peace of mind to watch leaves of nature fall.As I walked nearer to my bus-stop,the birds are singing my songs.In melodious tune, the full symphony of love. Of course, they are so capable of imitating purity, make me all smiles.

Bee lan told me that my blog was getting more blues, bluer than the blog's appearance.It meant that I am getting more pessimistic and sad.Maybe exam is coming in two weeks time.There is no happiness during exam period.Just this semester, I had to put more effort to clear all my subject, under pressure of my dean.I better buck up, so I went to study at NIE library.During the break, I went down to canteen to buy two pieces of curry puff at $0.80.After eating half of it, I threw them away.They were so horrible.Total waste of money!I did not even have any impression, good one on NIE canteen.There would be no surpise if you see the NIe trainee having lunch at canteen A.

I went to gym, doing my own training alone.Then I went for 4 km run with Terence.Today I had fewer pause than last one but I ran a bit slower and also accompanied by my N-gage for listening music.Terence was not a good pacer and motivator, maybe because he did not want to waste energy just to do short pause to motivate me.I was ok with it.After that, We went to canteen 2, to have some bite.I just ate 2 cups of yogurt, to follow my strict diet.Suddenly during study session at School l,ibrary, I felt weak and tired, worse I had stomach upset.Guess my body cannot accept drastic change.Vanity, high price to pay.Why must I impress the society and let myself suffer? I ain't beauty queen.

Being crowned