Sunday, April 11, 2004

EXAM PERIOD! It means I am going to be bo-chap with my grooming.I will start to have messy hair, dark eyes circle, puffy eyes, haggard looking.I am going to be a monster of my own reflection. I hated.Worse writing the blog had been becoming a burden, waste of time.That showed my bad time management.

However, there are times, just when you need proper makeover, the nice clothes to put on, it seems that all strangers have sniggered at you. That's when my insecurity sets in. I begin to wonder whether my appearance matters as much to the person as he/she matters to me. And truly,I do hide my insecurities with smile. I try to appear cheerful and come out with some warped theories that people don't need other to be happy. I'm pretty sure we can survive without them. I guess to a certain extent, these are excuses to hide my own loneliness and maybe even sadness.

So what if I screw everything up? Life still have to carry on. Perhaps things may be tougher. But we still can live by the day. I guess many of use have wondered, whether it's at some point of our life or another, why do we have to study so hard? Why do we have to work so hard? Certainly life is more than that.But if I don't work hard, I think I'm losing my goal in life. I mean, that's what all our studying have been for right? To reach objective?Anyway, continue mugging.

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