Thursday, April 29, 2004

Being a typical Capricorn, I’m always a loner.But I will not going to whine away about my state of loneliness so spare your pity. Being alone is not the end of the world, actually.

After flunked so many papers, while most of my friends have graduated, I found myself in a sea of unfamiliar names and faces and it’s such a dread to do all ice-breaking session and trying hard to be Mr Smile.I seriously been insecure among the people, for my age and stupidity.Surpisingly,I had a fairly large number of people knowing me , at least acknowledging my presence in university.(Joining Student Union's activities in school does make you known) but later I learnt about individuality, and that I should not do things just to please the crowd.I tend to be selective and picky in friend’s department that’s why I’m don’t have many friends but the ones I have are the greatest. I believe in quality not quantity.Am I?

Honestly, human relationship cornered me to the wall.Hey, I did enjoy the company of people I like but it’s the selection phase that tire me out.Finding people who like me just the way I am (retarded, dumb and totally slow)and to put up with crap I did is like convincing George Bush his intention to start Iraq war is wrong. I could use the time and energy spent there to do my cleaning up my room or save the dolphin.

I believe that some commitments could slow me down and keep me from being myself. Also, it seems that somehow I manage to unintentionally hurt people I like. So, I should not complained about being single.I have my own space. I could never be those couple who build their world around their partner only to get their heart broken should something awful happen to the relationship.Bleah!I’m too much in love with myself to let anyone hurt me.

No Mood to study.Coincidently Kien called me so I suggested to wtach movie nearby - Jurong point. We watched Beautiful Boxer ( Thai Movie).I always have a thing for thai movies ( not porn, Please).I love the people, thailand and language ..Beautiful.

Sypnosis of BEAUTIFUL BOXER
Based on the true story of Thailand's famed transvestite kickboxer, Beautiful Boxer is a poignant action drama that punches straight into the heart and mind of a boy who fights like a man can become a woman.



Asanee Suwan, a real-life kickboxing champ as Nong Toom



Believing he's a girl trapped in a boy's body since childhood, Parinya Charoenphol (affectionately known as Nong Toom in Thailand) sets out to master the most masculine and lethal sport of Muay Thai (Thai boxing) to earn a living and to achieve his ultimate goal of total femininity. Touching, funny and packed with breathtaking Thai kickboxing sequences, Beautiful Boxer traces Nong Toom's childhood, teenage life as a traveling monk and grueling days in boxing camps. Shot in 9 provinces across Thailand and in Tokyo, the film also features a series of explosive matches where Nong Toom knocks out most of his opponents in Thailand and Japan.



Real-life Nong Toom (left) and reel-life Nong Toom (right)



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Go and watch the show.It was very beautiful and touching story.It really talked about pursuing your dreams , work on it with hard work ( I am not asking you all to be tranvestite). If you are human, you will know what I am talking about.I will definitely go and buy Thai boxer shorts when I will be going to Thailand.Aspired.


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