Age is an ugly thing, and it goes on getting worse.My brain start to function less well.My number of cells that dies, exceeds that which is produced by my body.I had difficulty memorising facts and formulae.Kinda of regret for being lazy and dreamer, when I should be more focus on clearing my education fast. Anyway, I supposed to study M302 tommorow but my mind was really in blank state.So i went for a quick swim before heading to King Albert's Park McDonald to study.I did not study with a friend in the library.I give myself a little space for a while .Well, I managed to make him really furious last Sun that he will do anything to embarrass me.Hah! Childish!
He likes to mock at me, even with his friends around.Worse, his friends tend to listen to his stupidity and ask me if the jokes were real.I cannot blame myself for looking and behaving like bastard.But A wolf behind a sheep's clothing is despicable enough.I did not like myself to be a butt of his jokes everyday.It is getting stale and irritating AND he thought it was fun.This won’t be much comfort if I'm covered in bruises to my body or my ego from someone else’s cruel behaviour and I may well feel that I do have the problem. I have every right to protect myself, to walk away, to seek redress, to deal with the problem that the other person’s lame behaviour is giving me.I had been trying hard to gain composure myself until on sun, jokes aimed at his underrated talent tend to be my way of blowing off a little steam.Whoah!It is enough to erupt his demonic ,silent character.How I wish those who think of him as some little angel, will see him a true, red colour.I succeded.
So if he wanted to have revenge by making me embarrased in front of people.Well, Go ahead.I am just being concerned with public appearance more than what I really am, it strikes less deeply that have to do with my private self.I think the embarrassment of one's own actions was more painful than putting shame on other people.Just do take responsibility for your behaviour. Other people may make you feel angry, but only you choose to behave as you do.
And I cannot control someone else’s behaviour and nor I am responsible for it.So what my behaviour may cause feelings of anger in someone else, but remember that, like the rest of us, that someone has choices about making judgements or even making untrue jokes before looking oneself at the mirror.
World peace!
He likes to mock at me, even with his friends around.Worse, his friends tend to listen to his stupidity and ask me if the jokes were real.I cannot blame myself for looking and behaving like bastard.But A wolf behind a sheep's clothing is despicable enough.I did not like myself to be a butt of his jokes everyday.It is getting stale and irritating AND he thought it was fun.This won’t be much comfort if I'm covered in bruises to my body or my ego from someone else’s cruel behaviour and I may well feel that I do have the problem. I have every right to protect myself, to walk away, to seek redress, to deal with the problem that the other person’s lame behaviour is giving me.I had been trying hard to gain composure myself until on sun, jokes aimed at his underrated talent tend to be my way of blowing off a little steam.Whoah!It is enough to erupt his demonic ,silent character.How I wish those who think of him as some little angel, will see him a true, red colour.I succeded.
So if he wanted to have revenge by making me embarrased in front of people.Well, Go ahead.I am just being concerned with public appearance more than what I really am, it strikes less deeply that have to do with my private self.I think the embarrassment of one's own actions was more painful than putting shame on other people.Just do take responsibility for your behaviour. Other people may make you feel angry, but only you choose to behave as you do.
And I cannot control someone else’s behaviour and nor I am responsible for it.So what my behaviour may cause feelings of anger in someone else, but remember that, like the rest of us, that someone has choices about making judgements or even making untrue jokes before looking oneself at the mirror.
World peace!
Earlier Photo of me ( sawadee ka )
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me
(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!
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