Today I was impressed with Ben during the presentation. He was really a charismatic speaker.I thought everyone was blown away by his way of presentting his part on China and economy. I really needed to know how he develop his presentation and speaking skill.Morever he is good looking guy.I think he would go far with such skill.HUMPH!I was so disappointed with my performance.I really need to acquire such skill to take full advantage of the ever opening up opportunities.I want to be charismatic speaker like Ben.


I learnt that the world is too small , sometime you can never escape from reality.When I went to gym at SRC.Ming Hui came over and ask if I was the Mr Singapore last year contestant.I was like..................arghh.......... Admitedly yes,I was. He was going to join the pageant this year.Something in common. I never knew he is a model.Not that I despised models but I had bad experience ( forever bad ones) with them especially guys.Have you heard about two male models broke into fights at member's bar at Zouk because they felt insecure? lame right? Too bad I did not witness that himbotic catfight.Back to Minghui, came to realise how fragile and small the world is, I was kinda of weird , funny and shocked.Apparently I did not work out much today.Waste time? Perhaps no, just trying to recover from the shock.

That experience was meant to be my darkest secret in my life.I will elaborate the himbotic journey during that period some other time.Cry!!

Alistair and Me - A new friend