Promise

I did not wake up on time despite receiving a morning call from terence upon request.I broke my promise to meet up my supervisor.I did not know what the outcome would be.I was sure I would not give a good impression at all.I did not feel that it was the right time to meet up with him since i knew nuts abt the project.I went to school after my lunch for a visit.Right, He was not there.I guessed I was late.Well, I’ve got responsibilities, so I do know what that’s like.  And it is true that my sense of urgency was getting dulled now.  But somehow I never got the things done it supposed to be. It hasn’t for me.  So, throughout the years, as I was being diverted from the right direction, but walked to my path of my dreams, empty dreams.

I did some research and borrowed books on manufacturing process for my M141 project before i went back home.It was damn crowded today because admission talks for undergraduates-to-be were held today.Luckily I dressed up which i usually did not on saturday.Maybe I could read the premonition.I stay at home, trying to recuperate my itchy eyes.The old,same problem came back again.Worse, my supply of contact lens is finished.And I still had not received my allowance. I could not do anything without without money and my eyes.Trouble!!Retarded!Insecure!

Is something wrong, is there a reason why we're putting up a fight
Don't be ashamed to open up your heart
To help me make it right and now you're gone, well what am I to do
It's not a thing I like to do
Can you pull me through into a better day
You believed in me and that i won't forget