Tuesday, March 16, 2004

friend suddenly pretend not to know and avoid me

It is ok there are people pretending not to know me.It is ok there are people trying to avoid me.It is ok there are people treat me like I am invisible ghost.I can take it.It all happened at gym.Well, it can happen anywhere, actually. I seriously did mind people just acknowledge my presence by smiling or waving at me. I also know how to read body language.social outcast.Why,I didn't fit in with the majority of the people. I may be from a minority social, ethical, religious, or racial group. That did not make me have a physical or mental handicap that made me different or caused us to feel like a social outcast.This really made me pissed off. I would not be withdrawn from people and fill my mind with hatred and inferiority.Friends come and go.I should focus on re-creating my relationship with God.Because it is eternal.

It may sound a fake intention, but who cares because I need myself to improve in any ways.
I am grateful to GOD today for:
1) allowing me see a beautiful day again
2) my health
3) having a little perserverance to finish my projects
4) having helpful friends
5) sharing my smile with new people

Things need to be improved
1) Feeling of envy/jealousy
2) Acting snobbish
3) Having little discipline



Inspiration
In God's Eyes

by Monica

I don't understand why they treat us this way,
We are not that different, inside were all the same,
We should not be judged by our religion or the color of our face,
Because in the end, we're all running this same race,

I wake up each day and I want to run away,
Away from this world of cruelty and shame,
And I think of the joy that our world could have,
If we all stop this madness and never forget that in God's eyes,

we are all the Same

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