Chances are there are times when fun is forgotten in our life. Things we do everyday seems like drudgery. It's painful, boring, and at times even stressful.Maybe we're just temporarily burnt out and don't feel like doing anything.I have been punishing myself when I don't perform up to my expectations.I change my lifestyle from late night to early sleep and waking up late to waking up earlier.Need adjustment.No time.4 Weeks to exam period.Hard to stay positive.

At night, I went for motivational training. I tried to jog around NTU using bus 179 route without stopping.I was quite happy with myself;I only took a pause once at the high slope somewhere before Communication and Information building.Yeah, that high slope. I found myself really out of breath. When I slowed to a walk, I felt like I was having a bit of a hard time getting a satisfying breath of air.So I stopped.Then I was in control again,I continued jogging non-stop. Achieved.The running itself was the motivator, as my endurance level increased, I felt better, "jiggled" less, and best of all…I am getting toner! Silly to say that because one day of running don't make one have a desirable shape.Word of motivation.

I walked from NTU to home to catch up with American Idol.Truly satisfied, Matt's out!He was so superficial.He was being watched and judged by his fake behaviour - Trying hard to be true american dream.Bleah!