Friday, February 20, 2004

My right eye was getting redder and watery....At one point I could not even open my eye...I guess It was an acute conjuctivitis now.I really wondered the cause of the irritation: Contact lens, Container, Solution? I went back to sleep and woke up at 4pm....I broke my promise with my friend to go to NUS to accompany him for the career exhibition..I was totally gone today.....Being sick is a waste of time. I could not do anything whole day.I took 2 capsule sof Panadol to relieve my spiltting headache.What a good start to weekend! All the plan for today foiled just because of my damn sore eyes......

I really need some motivating words...Sometimes It is hard to entrust my personal secret to anyone after I gave some thought over the accident yesterday.

This friend of mine and I had been on testy ground for the past several days. Each time I disagreed with him, or in my characteristically straight style tried to tell him that he was in wrong, I blew it. He got very defensive and felt attacked. One time he felt so hurt, he went out blurting out my past secrets and my weakness which were a already historical.He always said that I interpreted his words with my own assumptions.He became self-absorbed and babbled out my ugliness in terms of character and ego and making himself presentable..Trying to be smart, somehow.OR Because people are really narrow minded and cant see past there own nose, he do it to make him feel good and in control.

We should rather examine ourselves and our own motives whenever we think before we can judge another person's deepest motives/behaviour. By adopting some conscious distance from our thoughts we may gently overlook what we cannot condone or agree with in others.Agree???

>There is inside
you
all of the potential to be whatever
you want to be
all of the energy to do whatever
you want to do.

>Imagine yourself
as you would like to be,
doing what you want to do,
and each day, take one step
towards your dream.

And though at
times it may seem too
difficult to continue,
hold on to your dream.

>One morning you
will awake to find
that you are the person
you dreamed of
doing what you wanted to do
simply because you had the courage
to believe in your potential
and to hold on to your dream.





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