I went for a jog at 7am, staying motivated and focussed on the achieving of success after setting my goals yesterday.It was full of people, doing all sorts of activities.

That's it. Nothing. Lazing around in my own sanctuary again, thinking about nothing in particular. Listening to Anita Baker 's songlists over and over, and not bothering about time keep ticking away.It's not easy to do nothing when my mind is occupied with something.It was begining of my recess.I ought to do something fruitful than wasting time , enjoying life.I might regret later.Eventually I went back to sleep.

I called Terence to ask him fo study session, perhaps at McDonald at Katong since I was driving.I was quite handicapped without having a laptop by myside.I just did some readng up.I met up with Joe, Alex, Keith as well as Kelvin later.I rebuilt the friendship on a pile of desperation and outright despair This isn't about rekindling freindship, it's about resolving friendship. Yes, I was taking the chance of getting back friendship by opening myself to them again. But I was certain to miss out on the kind of friendship I deserve after a long ego trip and somehow it's clearly bothering me when We did some catching up.I was happy though when they welcomed sincerely.At least I give friendship a chance. And that's a beautiful thing.