Wednesday, February 11, 2004

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I was too stressed that I did not attend the 302 and 401 Tutorials......I seriously felt so un-conident especially during 401 lab...We supposed to do the project in pair...but i did not manage to find one...And I simply bad in doing programming.Maybe I don't know the best way to approach people. I don't want to make a mistake or embarass myself.Let's face it. It takes guts to approach a total stranger.

It is high time to develop those approach skills since it is essential for future.

1) Practice in private what you're going to say to that person when you do meet. So many people walk away from opportunities because they were speechless at the moment.
2) Don't be a chicken. If you don't take chances you will never get anywhere in life. You have nothing to lose
3) Talk to strangers. Even if you are not interested in dating them it's good practice.



I went to school for my another tutorial at 1.30pm...I was lucky enough to prepare my tutorial.Well, the subect was quite similar to Chemistry...I love chemical....Professor Sandy chian was one of the hundreds who are enthuasitic, lively and really show concern for his student to understand the subject,He got agitated when we just kept quiet because he wanted some reply from us.Almost everyone said they did not touched on the tutorial yet.After tutorial, He asked me whether I m from Singapore beacuse my accent do not reflect the local's way of speaking.I was ......not surpised at all...about infamous question .However I am definitely Singaporean........And I also Adore my natural accent........



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Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see if I wear a mask
I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart
Who is that guy I see staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show who I am inside

I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart and what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that guy I see staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
A burn with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal what we think ,how we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside when will my reflection show
Who I am inside

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