Age is catching up
Wishing..hoping
Today I m going 27....Gosh.....I m past mid years.....There are people who can be adapted to the common flaws and people who can't be adapted to other people's flaw.Just I want to be myself knowing exactly why I am here and who I am. It doesn't matter if no one understands. I don't want to be broken down by ambiguous things.There are too many questions.There is not one solution.There is no resurrection.There is so much confusion.
I'm not myself standing in a crowd.I'm not myself and I don't know how,I'm not myself all alone at night,I'm not myself don't know who to call,Don't know who I'm supposed to be,Don't really know if I should give a damn,I'm not myself at all
Searching...frantically..for me and my identity.....
6am
Good and Close friends smsing and icqing me a birthday greeting today.Kinda of sweet reading the message I start my day by going for 6 round jog at YCK stadium. Trees glittering in the morning sunlight, welcoming me with their gentle movement, birds chirping extraodinarily sweet, dew drops seems to whisper to me ...ahh...such a beautiful day. I went for a swim for 10 laps ,then went for a tan for 2 hours.I need to get back my tanline.Summer look is in now......
6pm
I was late, supposed to meet Hui Hui, Bee Lan and Hung Yong at 6pm...Just feeling tired after a morning exercise so I went to take a nap and seems N-gage alarm clock didn't bring a usefulness to wake me up.I quickly changed and drove to Orchard( With my usual high speed)
We had dnner at ZingDo restaurant at Ang Mo Kio Central. This time, I did not even finish my food because the korean food sucks big time and very expensive.It is their company I enjoyed mostBee lan ordred this Kim chi preserved cabbage thingy - damn spicy and sour ----- horrible. We played a game that who lose will eat that stuff.I asked them to guess what colour of my briefs i wear today.Lame right but then Bee Lan guessed correctly so Hung yong had to finish it. Sorry pal, I will never ever wear red briefs .First and last time to eat such food.They give me a birthday treat.
I parked my car at Nick's private apartment carpark and we walked to Esplanade.Somehow it was quite silly though as the journey was damn longa dn i can parked my car nearby esplanade. We chilled out at Embargo.This place is cool, man - the decor, music, people, atmosphere . It will be my other confirmed hang out place.I had Governors's smile at $10.
I brought them to the alternative club..dance and dance till 2am..Then we had supper at Kembangan.Sent them back home.I seriously enjoyed my birthday today.They had been celebrating with me for almost 3 years together.Love them all! Thanks , Beelan, Hui Hui and Hung Yong.......anyway U guys did not think that bag u gave me as a present kinda of small compared to my build.....*wink* anyway I appreciated it.....
Today I m going 27....Gosh.....I m past mid years.....There are people who can be adapted to the common flaws and people who can't be adapted to other people's flaw.Just I want to be myself knowing exactly why I am here and who I am. It doesn't matter if no one understands. I don't want to be broken down by ambiguous things.There are too many questions.There is not one solution.There is no resurrection.There is so much confusion.
I'm not myself standing in a crowd.I'm not myself and I don't know how,I'm not myself all alone at night,I'm not myself don't know who to call,Don't know who I'm supposed to be,Don't really know if I should give a damn,I'm not myself at all
Searching...frantically..for me and my identity.....
6am
Good and Close friends smsing and icqing me a birthday greeting today.Kinda of sweet reading the message I start my day by going for 6 round jog at YCK stadium. Trees glittering in the morning sunlight, welcoming me with their gentle movement, birds chirping extraodinarily sweet, dew drops seems to whisper to me ...ahh...such a beautiful day. I went for a swim for 10 laps ,then went for a tan for 2 hours.I need to get back my tanline.Summer look is in now......
6pm
I was late, supposed to meet Hui Hui, Bee Lan and Hung Yong at 6pm...Just feeling tired after a morning exercise so I went to take a nap and seems N-gage alarm clock didn't bring a usefulness to wake me up.I quickly changed and drove to Orchard( With my usual high speed)
We had dnner at ZingDo restaurant at Ang Mo Kio Central. This time, I did not even finish my food because the korean food sucks big time and very expensive.It is their company I enjoyed mostBee lan ordred this Kim chi preserved cabbage thingy - damn spicy and sour ----- horrible. We played a game that who lose will eat that stuff.I asked them to guess what colour of my briefs i wear today.Lame right but then Bee Lan guessed correctly so Hung yong had to finish it. Sorry pal, I will never ever wear red briefs .First and last time to eat such food.They give me a birthday treat.
I parked my car at Nick's private apartment carpark and we walked to Esplanade.Somehow it was quite silly though as the journey was damn longa dn i can parked my car nearby esplanade. We chilled out at Embargo.This place is cool, man - the decor, music, people, atmosphere . It will be my other confirmed hang out place.I had Governors's smile at $10.
I brought them to the alternative club..dance and dance till 2am..Then we had supper at Kembangan.Sent them back home.I seriously enjoyed my birthday today.They had been celebrating with me for almost 3 years together.Love them all! Thanks , Beelan, Hui Hui and Hung Yong.......anyway U guys did not think that bag u gave me as a present kinda of small compared to my build.....*wink* anyway I appreciated it.....
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