Friday, September 03, 2004

Ego trip

Today, i decided not to go to school.Actually I was really indecisive about my plan today on whether to go to school or to go out and study.2hr wass wasted just to make a final decision and that was so unproductive.I went to king Albert Park McDonald, ordered my Cheeseburger Deluxe EVM and did my stuff. So many things to do and I had one week to go to recess.

My stress level was getting higher and higher when time passed by. And I still was not in the mood to work hard.I wondered what my priorities were. At least I felt at peace and began to love myself despite looking shit today. Why I just looked so old when I sport long hair.Why am I so ill-fated? Remember, Love yourself and accept the weakness. bleah!

I went home, watch An Ode to Life ( TCS 8 ). This show had never failed to make me feel so emotional about life Zhi led. There were some parts i learnt about life from that show. Then, I went for tuition. at 10pm, I went for a jog around NTU. On the way I saw someone looked so familiar jogging towards me. This time, I dashed the up slope between N2 and SCI. This china idiot was running on par with me. What he was trying to show me? I ran slower ? Hence, not to hurt my male ego ( :P ) , I just dashed , leaving myself breathless, close to near-death experience until I could not see him behind. I'm worth it!